The Oscars:Part 2

Anyway, I'm back and let's begin with the previous subject that I was writing about yesterday. The wonderful Oscars!!! Here's a little glimpse of the award as that is the closest we will ever get to it.



So, we ended yesterday with the best actress award and now let's continue with the best supporting actress. Here are the nominees list and boy does it look tough this year.

The Field: Amy Adams, “The Fighter”; Helena Bonham Carter, “The King’s Speech”; Melissa Leo, “The Fighter”; Hailee Steinfeld, “True Grit”; Jacki Weaver, “Animal Kingdom.”

I am unable to support any of them as all of them are great actresses and deserve the award but maybe Helen Bonham Carter might steal the award as she has been in the acting industry and she has shined in many of her roles so far!!! I love Amy Adams as she is so beautiful. I never forgot her acting in Enchanted and she looked so perfect for the role so I can't decide on this award. Next, we have the best supporting actor and here are the nominees.



1. Christian Bale, 'The Fighter'
2. John Hawkes, 'Winter's Bone'
3. Jeremy Renner, 'The Town'
4. Mark Ruffalo, 'The Kids Are All Right'
5. Geoffrey Rush, 'The King's Speech'

I am rooting for Christian Bale as he has dominated in every role that he has plays so far and an actor like him is rare to find as he completely emerges himself into the character that you find yourself rooting for him no matter what.

Next, we have the most anticipated award...or not. The Best Director award and last year was a shocker as James Cameron did not win it despite the support of many and frankly I wasn't a fan of Avatar. I preferred Titanic as I was crying towards the end which is good in a sad way. This year the nominees are



Darren Aronofsky, 'Black Swan'
Joel Coen and Ethan Coen, 'True Grit'
David Fincher, 'The Social Network'
Tom Hooper, 'The King's Speech'
David O'Russell, 'The Fighter'

Well, I am not much of a fan towards directors as I just watch movies without caring about the person responsible for the directing but I bet many of us are the same as me. Who looks up the director after watching a movie unless you are a huge fan of the movies so I can't decide on this part too. I guess we will find out tomorrow then!!! I can't wait to find out the results and I do hope that the celebrities dress to impress as I love watching the fashion on the red carpet. Hehe!!! I am so excited right now!!!
Well until next time....I will be rooting for my favorite stars so hope you are watching too!!!

The Oscars:Part 1

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Anyway, I'm back again after a short break, thanks to my brain juice flow that suffered a major clot due to my small brain size. As you can see from the picture above, yes that golden award thing that is blinding my eyesight just for staring at this screen is an Oscar award and I'm pretty sure most of you must be wondering why that picture is up there and what am I going to write about today???? Well, for those of you who are oblivious to the title and picture above for unexplainable reasons, allow me to explain... I am going to talk about the Oscars today!!! HURRAY!!! It's kind of a big thing right now for various reasons and here are a few that I could think of.

1. The dresses worn by the female celebrities(For the ladies)
2. The award giving ceremony(Both male and female)
3. The Suit worn by the male celebrities(For males)
4. The reactions of the winners(Like Gywneth Paltrow when she was speechless)
5. The hosts

Coming to think about it, allow me to briefly explain about the hosts this year. That is the beautiful Anne Hathaway and the charming James Franco as seen in the picture below.



They were chosen based on the star qualities and they remain the rising stars of this generations!!! They were hoped to entertain everyone with a fresh Oscar celebration rather than the usual older host so we will have to keep an eye on them throughout the entire night then.Now, let's discuss several of my favorite categories in the Oscars. First is the Best movie of the year.Here are the nominations.
1.Black Swan
2.The King's Speech(Also the most nomination for this year with 12)
3.The Fighter
4.The Social Network
5. Inception

Personally, I would hope that Black Swan wins as I loved that movie so much!!! It has such a beautiful plot with a darker side and the twist is so exciting to me!! I don't understand why the Social network was even nominated as I understand that Facebook is a big thing since last year but honestly, why bother making a movie based on it??? Inception was a good movie with a surprising ending but I doubt that it deserves an Oscar at all as it wasn't the best movie that I'd watched. Many are predicting that the King's Speech might win so we'll see.



Next, we have the Best Actor and here are a few names.

Javier Bardem, 'Biutiful'
Jeff Bridges, 'True Grit'
Jesse Eisenberg, 'The Social Network'
Colin Firth, 'The King's Speech'
James Franco, '127 Hours'

Wow!!!The host is nominated and let's see if he wins as the last time that a host had won and hosted at the same time was a really long time ago. I'm betting that Colin Firth will win as his acting in the movie was really strong and it was about time that he won an Oscar anyway so GO Colin!!!



And now the category that I will be waiting for. The Best Actress award!!! Here are the names of the nominees.
Annette Bening, 'The Kids Are All Right'
Nicole Kidman, 'Rabbit Hole'
Jennifer Lawrence, 'Winter's Bone'
Natalie Portman, 'Black Swan'
Michelle Williams, 'Blue Valentine'

I am rooting for Natalie Portman as her acting was really super in the movie!!! I mean she totally dedicated herself to that role and she lost a lot of weight just to play that part!!! It's about time for her to recieve one anyway so I will be reallly surprised if she didn't win it!!! Go Natalie!!! I do hope that Oscar curse does not fall on her though as she is really happy at this moment with her engagement and pregnancy!!!



Anyhow, that's all for now!!! Stay tuned for part 2 of this story!!!
END OF PART 1!!!

I am a Korean addict!!!

Yes, I am finally admitting my addiction after so long but I finally came to my senses after I realized that I would keep listening to my collection of korean songs repeatedly on my player on the way to college or even....well ANYWHERE and I barely touched my english collection of songs when I usually download lots of english songs but these past few days, I have been watching korean videos on youtube and I think I am hooked on it already!!! Like a drug addict on drugs except I am not doing drugs so don't misunderstand what I say because I am NOT a drug addict!!! Is that clear???? Anyway, you must be wondering how I got hooked on the Korean craze anyway and it was my dear sister, Celine who decided to start watching korean dramas starting with Boys Over Flowers and I was hooked to that drama almost immediately and that was two years ago!!! Next, I started my small collection of korean songs and pictures and listened to several songs that caught my attention but not until this year did I start collecting videos too!!! Currently, I am in love with the girl groups Secret and 4 minute too!!! Check them out!!!


Here's Secret!!! They are currently promoting their latest single 'Shy Boy' and I think their previous single was better but Secret all the way!!!



Next, this is 4 minute and I am addicted to their songs!!! I love HyunA's style and her parts are so cool!!! She raps so well and she's also the best dancer in the whole group!! Don't believe me then check out their videos and you will understand what I mean.
So, I should stop listening but Kpop is all the rage nowadays!!! And I can't help but listen because their songs have catchy beats to it!!!Try listening to a couple of korean songs and you will understand what I mean!!! Everyone knows Super Junior and SNSD but I believe that these two girl groups are the next thing and I will be looking out for them!!! HURRAY!!! Like most people say, if you can't beat them, join them!!! So that's what I shall do. Hehehe!!!
END OF STORY!!!!

My Doom Day is Gone!!!!!

So anyway, I'm back and I'm still alive!!!! If you are wondering why I said that, well I managed to pull through my moral presentation and I survived!!! I know that I seem nuts for saying that but honestly, I am afraid to speak in front of everyone!!! Yes, I can barely look at those eyes and say what I actually wanted to say!!! Personally, I think that it's a good thing as I wouldn't do anything dumb in public then like start stripping in public!!! No, I wouldn't even do that even if I have the guts to do so. I'm not insane enough!!!But I hate it because I'm pretty sure that I'm a decent speaker and I really want to voice my opinion but sometimes life is unfair.
Anyhow, my team was down to only three people and I decided to improvise by filling in my absent members' place and was I freaked out when I looked out to everyone!!! Luckily, I managed to say my part and I felt comfortable enough to even look at the crowd.We managed to pull through the whole presentation and I was so relived that my nightmare is over!!! Yes, I am currently in class and I'm supposed to be eating lunch but I'm not hungry. I guess my sickness has spoiled my appetite for now and I can't eat much...which is a good thing in a way. I'm just hanging out in an empty class with myself and watching korean music videos!!! Economics class is about to start and I'm really nervous as I'm not sure if I completed my assignments properly. It's my First EVER Economics assignment and I don't want to leave a bad impression!!! My hands are still freezing and I better head outside to warm then before my fingers drop off and I am forced to blog with my tongue!!!Yes, it will be really gross to me too as my saliva would be on my entire keyboard and I am literally slapping my face on it!!! I can't imagine that so until next time!!!'
PS. SPM results day is coming soon!!! I'm so freaked out!!! What am I going to do now???? I think I messed up!!!
END OF STORY!!!

My time is almost up....SPM time!!!

So, this morning I woke up and I was incredibly tired but very much excited to return to college again as I managed to complete my English legal system assignments yesterday before my bedtime so hurray for me!!! Then, I took the LRT from my usual station and I had a little scare from the conductor who decided to press the button that announced that we were headed to Ampang and I freaked out!!!I even thought of ways to get to Hang Tuah station which seemed crazy enough but I was not thinking straight then!!! I was in a rush and I got that???? Boy, what a morning it was. Later I was having English Legal system class and we were told to submit our essays to the lecturer and he was dumbfounded when he noticed that all the students had only written about half a page of essay when he wanted at least two pages so I was shocked and I thought that he might actually ask us to rewrite and pass up next Tuesday.

Anyway, we continued to study and I received another shocking news!!! SPM results are coming out on the 28th of this month and I wasn't ready to face the music yet!!! I almost died at the spot my friend broke the news to me as I think I really messed up my papers!!! Like it all and I don't know how I did!!! Gosh, I am so scared to get my results back now!!! I'm freaking out as I'm too young to die young!!!! I need to have some time to say my final word because my parents are gonna kill me for messing up!!!
I need a plan!!!I think I'm being punished for not studying!! Why me????
well, I'm supposed to be doing my economics essays now as I have not even started and I am dead if I don't complete it by tonight!!! I'm commiting suicide but I just wanted to type this as it might be my final words!!!

I bet geniuses don't feel how I'm feeling now... I feel afraid, cold, like I'm going insane at this news and my moral presentation is tomorrow!!! I can't mess it up or I will be letting my group members down. I need to be like a star!!! Fierce and bold at once!!! Like Beyonce!!! Now, how to shake my butt???? I think I need a lot of practise so I'm heading off to complete my homework now as I'm really tired!!! College life is really tiring and I can't even keep my eyes open now!!! Until next time!!!
END OF STORY!!!

I really hate pretenders...cuz they pretend!!!

So, one thing that I realized is that I hate pretenders and fakers who just follow everyone and expect to be anything special but they aren't as they look exactly like everyone else. What ever happened to being an individual or being yourself??? Think for a moment, what will you gain from copying everyone??? There's not many pros compared to the cons so why do it??? Well, I can only imagine a few reasons they resort to copying.

1. They don't think for themselves....Or they wouldn't be doing it!
2. They have no life....admit it, it's true because what other reasons do you have to look like someone????
3. They are mentally unstable....Who would want to look like another human being when everyone is different???


You see, I actually talking based on my observation on a lucky candidate(who didn't know that I was actually doing that) and Melinda* failed as an individual completely!!! But it was fun to watch all her transformation into her best friend as she wanted desperately to be her friend. Imagine this, she was perfectly normal and she noticed that her friend was gaining attention from the opposite sex thus she vowed to be exactly like her. She started to change her clothes for sexier and short skirts that were exactly the same as her friend and also wore high heels around although it was uncomfortable but she like it because it made her feel tall!!! She keep her hairstyle long and tied her hair into a ponytail like her friend. What made it hilarious was she even walked like her friend that you wouldn't be able to identify her or her friend. Freaky much??? I feel goosebumps appearing now....Anyhow, she freaked out all her friends and well, she's history now!!!

She decided to seem more attractive on facebook so she changed her picture to a picture of her with makeup on and boy, all I think of is a 6 years old kid playing with makeup. I mean what is the rush to grow up, Melinda*? You were so different last time and now you are just like any other girl. Look at me, I have no makeup on nor am I wearing any of those trend clothings yet I'm perfectly content with my life so why would you want to be a Barbie doll??? Natural beauty makes everyone beautiful so stop covering up!!! Makeup is just a prop sold to make people feel matured but some people tend to overuse it, thinking that the more you used the more prettier. Who told them that should be hit on the head with a long stick!!!

Melinda* is just a tad insecure in her life as I have been told by several people so I guess that explains the obsession to look like her best friend. So, remember all to keep being yourself, your true beauty will shine out!!!!

That's all for now!!! Thanks for reading and I'm off to do my assignments!!! Until next time!!!
END OF STORY!!!

A Few Extra Pictures Just For Your Entertainment!!!

First, one of my favourite scenes from Playful Kiss!!! It's Baek Seung Jo and Oh Ha Ni in the hospital after Ha Ni manages to save Seung Jo's little brother and she was caught up in her emotions that she cried over everything and Seung Jo comforted her for the first time!!!I knew that he was starting to realize his feelings towards her but he wasn't ready to admit yet.



Next, is also another scene from Playful Kiss and I am still in love with this drama!!! This is after they shared a kiss in the rain when Seung Jo admitted his feelings toward Ha Ni when he found out earlier that he might actually lose his true love to another guy!!! I knew this day would come and it did!!! Don't they look good together???



This was the beautiful rain scenee where Seung Jo finally admitted his feelings and they kissed!!! Like the real extreme one!!! And they were engaged on that night too after Seung Jo asked for Ha Ni"s hand from her father!!! Oh, I was soooo happy!!! My heart flew!!!



Now, this are the pictures of the times they kissed throughout the entire drama!!! And it was so nice!!! I almost died watching all those episodes especially the wedding episode!!! It was so perfect to me!!!
1st kiss- Graduation night at a restaurant and Seung Jo made the first move by kissing her!!!
2nd kiss- Seung Jo kissed Ha Ni again as she was asleep on a bench at the pension and she thought it was a dream. Eun Jo witnessed everything and that's when he realized his older brother's feelings for Ha Ni!!!
3rd kiss- In the rain where he admitted his feelings!!!
4th kiss-Their wedding!!! And Ha Ni kissed Seung Jo first!!! Everyone laughed at her boldness!!!

That's all the pictures that I am sharing for now!!! Don't worry!!! I have lots more pictures that remains close to me. I will upload it when I have more time!!! Until next time!!!!
END OF STORY!!!

Driving Time: Part 1!!!!

There's a time in a parent's life that they will regret ever setting foot into the car driven by their children and it's my parents' turn again!!! HURRAY!!! Well, it wasn't my idea to register for driving as I was perfectly content with riding the public transportation to college but my parents decided that it was long passed overdue so here we are at this topic. I remembered when it was my sister's turn last year....It was the time I was fully concentrating on the road and also fearing for my life!!!! I almost scream out certain times especially when we reversed out a parking space!!! It was the worst time of my life but my sister's driving skills have improved!!! Thank goodness or I might need another seatbelt to restrain myself from running out the car every second!!!

So,, today I was forced to endure 5 long....and I mean really long hours of lecture from a driving manual that even I could spend my precious time reading at home in the comfort of my bed but no....The driving school had to make it compulsory to sit through those hours in their headquarters and listen to the sound of voices from the instructors reading every word from the book that I have!!! Do they just wanna waste my time????I spent most of my time there listening and taking notes like a good student that I am suppose to be while being surrounded by strangers whom barely talk at all!!! I mean I would find a better conversation in a funeral compared to the small room!!! Apparently, Malaysians have decided to keep to themselves and it drives me crazy!!!Oh,, there was this two guys who sat right behind me and they kicked my seat several times!!!! They clearly knew that they did it and yet nothing!!! Not even a word. I wouldn't have minded once but it was several hard kicks which bothered me badly. My butt does not want to be treated as a football, guys!!!So,, why did they bother me soooo many times for no reason???? I will never know that.
Next, these two guys spent the entire journey to the headquarters in the same van as me( I could just jump out the van any moment!!!!)talking about premed and biology!!! and they were so cocky!!! I mean they said things like:
1. I'm going to be the best scorer for SPM in biology and the whole world.
2. If I go for an interview, I would just come out in 10 minutes unlike others who will come out in 25 minutes
3. Just try Monash and all the other colleges then when you get places, you have choices!!!
I mean hello??? Not everyone takes Biology in the world and unless you are the next Enstein, you can't be the best in the world!!! If you go in for an interview with that air of arrogance, you would never be selected. They want people who are humble!!! Next, what makes them think that every college would fight for them???? WOW!!! If they are future doctors, I would not want to go to their hospital!!! I might die of an arrogant overdose!!! So, no I didn't get to drive yet but I will once I pass my theory exam which i need to study for...fast. Hopefully, I am NOT together with those two guys again because they seriously need new brains!!!Is this the new generation of man??? Because if this is how man will all be like, I am done with any guy for now!!! And ever!!!Can you imagine what they would say to their wives.
1. Honey, you are so lucky that I married you because I am one handsome husband
2. Honey, you don't need to work because clearly I am better in everything than you!!!
I guess I don't want to stick around to see that ending as it wouldn't end well!!! well,, it has been a really tiresome day so time to hit the sacks!!! I really need to prepare my moral presentation soon!!! It's due on next Wednesday!!! Wish me luck to succeed in presenting!!! Until next time!!!
END OF STORY!!!

Valentine's Day....For Real???

Well, I'm back!!! Hurray after a few days but I have been extremely busy with my college assignments. I can't believe that my life has return to its hectic ways after a short break!!! Anyway, I am not supposed to be updating my blog often nowadays as I am SUPPOSED to be studying as I promised my parents but I just feel like writing randomly stuff every now and then thanks to my brain that thinks up all weird thoughts. I am partly studying now as I am supposed to be doing some research for my moral assignment when it hit me hard that Valentine's day is TOMORROW!!!I almost forgot about it but frankly I do not believe in those whole love thing because the is no prove whatsoever!!! I'm sorry to those believers reading this but I am honestly voicing my opinion as I stopped believing in love thanks to a certain incident that happened several years back but I'm not going to talk about it now.

Firstly, what is Valentine's day???And why do lovers confess their love on this special days???Actually, valentine's day isn't actually a day of love but in history it was based on Valentine of Terni been martyred during the persecution under Emperor Aurelian so why are we celebrating love when it is a sad occasion???I still do not understand but there are other legends stated too so here are a few.

1. St Valentine was persecuted as a Christian and interrogated by Roman Emperor Claudius II in person. Claudius was impressed by Valentine and had a discussion with him, attempting to get him to convert to Roman paganism in order to save his life. Valentine refused and tried to convert Claudius to Christianity instead. Because of this, he was executed. Before his execution, he is reported to have performed a miracle by healing the blind daughter of his jailer.
2. Valentine as a priest who refused an unattested law attributed to Roman Emperor Claudius II, allegedly ordering that young men remain single. The Emperor supposedly did this to grow his army, believing that married men did not make for good soldiers. The priest Valentine, however, secretly performed marriage ceremonies for young men. When Claudius found out about this, he had Valentine arrested and thrown in jail.

Well, that doesn't sound very nice at all!!! I mean we are technically celebrating the suffering of others!!! This is soooo complicated but why did Valentine's Day fall on the 14 of Febuary instead of any other days???? Moving on, it is stated that Saint Valentine's day was the day that birds find their mate but birds don't mate at that time in England!!!! I guess I will celebrate Happy Single Valentine's day by myself while watching romantic movies rather than to look for my soulmate!!! I know that I sound bitter but I am over Valentine's Day for couples so I guess I will just be my own Valentine.
So, I better start writing my love letter and adress it to myself. Anyway, Happy Valentine's day to those of you who have found your love!!! Have a great day and here's a little something to start your day of love!!!And for those who aren't enjoying this occasion well here's a little something for you too!!! Enjoy and till next time!!Look at those pictures on top!!! Enjoy!!!


END OF STORY!!!

Song lyrics just for....U!!!!

I'm back again!!! Now, I am absolutely delighted to introduce a new segment in this blog to promote my favorite or even latest songs!!! I have decided that I will update this part every time I update my blog with a post to make this blog far more interesting!!! HURRAY!!! Now if you do want me to upload any lyrics or even any new song list then please inform me!!
P.s I might even translate several of my favourite korean songs if I am able to so stay tuned!!!
Lyrics for Hold It Against Me by Britney Spears!!!

Hey over there
Please forgive me
If I’m coming on too strong
Hate to stare
But you’re winning
And they’re playing my favorite song

So come here
A little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make It clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Hey You might think
That I’m crazy
But I you know I’m just your type
I’mma be a little hazy
But you just cannot deny

There’s a spark in between us
When we’re dancing on the floor
I want more
Wanna see It
So I’m asking you tonight

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me


If I said I want your body
Would It Hold It Against Me?

(Yeah)

(Ah)

(Oh)

Gimme something good
Don't wanna wait I want It now (na-na-now)
Pop It like a hood
And show me how you work It out

(alright)
If I said my heart was beating loud
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

That's all for now!!!Keep tuned to this blog for more lyrics and song list!!!Remember that this is all for you readers!!!And maybe for me too!!Don't forget to tell your friends to visit my blog often!!! Thanks to you all!!!

Lyrics for What The Hell by Avril Lavigne

You say that I'm messing with your head
All cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong
I just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa
Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head when
I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

Lalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala

I'm totally in love with this song!!!! It is so catchy and fun!!! I love singing along with the song every time I listen to it!!! The video is sooooo fun to watch too!!! Try watching it for yourself and you will understand what I mean. Remember people that driving away with someone else's car is a crime and you can be prosecuted so please don't follow what Avril did in the video!!! Stay fun and just do things to make you happy!!! Life is about just going with the flow of life!!!I'm going to do as I say and just take things slowly. Thanks for reading!!!
END OF STORY!!!

My Own Amazing Race Experience!!!

I never thought that I would actually experience that anxious feeling that most of the contestants on the show felt as they face difficulties to get a taxi/cab to head to a destination but I did actually yesterday. I followed my mum to Pudu as she was headed to a nearby hospital there when we realized that we were headed the wrong direction so we decided to take a taxi and boy, was it a tough task. We stood at the pavement and tried our best to wave a taxi down but there wasn't one that stopped for us!!! It is really surprising as Kuala Lumpur is SUPPOSED to be full of cabs!!! I guess that I could have killed someone if I had waited longer but luckily a taxi spotted us and stopped for us.

I was so glad when we finally got a cab and we reached our destination safely(Of course I did or I wouldn't have write about this at this moment. Next, another misfortune hit us. We headed to the Plaza Rakyat station and it was so scary!!! The walkway was completely isolated from the outside world and my mum and I were quite surprised at the current state of the station. The LRT station has always catered to tourist as well as Malaysian citizens so why was the place in that bad condition??? Imagine yourself as a tourist from the United Kingdom and you paid the LRT station a visit, what are your first impression of the place??? Mine would be eerie, dangerous, and secluded. I do hope that these conditions will be fixed up properly as we have a certain standard to live up to in order to live up to the world!!!There was an LRT heading towards Sentul Timur that was stuck at that exact station too and we were stranded there for a few minutes!!! Talk about a waste of time!!! Luckily things settled down but I have vowed to never stop at the Plaza Rakyat station again!!!

Apart from those incidents, I guess everything else ran smoothly but I do wonder why these thing happened. Yesterday must have been my unlucky day too. I walked into a pipe sticking out of nowhere and scrapped my leg, I dropped some food on my pants, I dropped my spoon onto my lap, I tripped over my sister's leg and almost fell on the road, I almost tripped over my house gate and ...well that's about all. That's me always clumsy but I can't help it!!! I think that I was born with two left feets!!! I can barely walk without tripping over something and it isn't even possible to be that clumsy!!! Imagine me in high heels, well I will die if I do were one. Technically I did wear one but it kid of broke as I ran in it. It isn't my fault!!! The shoes are just uncomfortable for me!!!
Anyhow, enough of my miserable life so now I a just going to listen to my songs now!!! Until next time then!!!
END OF STORY!!!

Thinking of HIm...

Sometimes I wonder if life is really as it seems. Somehow, I can't seem to forget about certain memories that took place for the past 4 years in my life. I try my best to move on but maybe my heart is telling me to do otherwise but there should be no reason to hold back. I think about all those pain and tears that I've shed for someone that I cared about and it still hurts to remember how much suffering that I went through. I know that I seem foolish but I can't help but think about the possibilities.

The truth is that person never cared about my feelings or about me. I was just a burden that made his life miserable and I am ashamed at myself for pulling us both down. I regret looking at him and thinking of the chances of him feeling the same as me but it will always be impossible. I can see that now but I am trying to erase every memory of him from my life. I even remember the day my heart broke when I found out about his girlfriend and I pretended that everything was alright but actually it wasn't. I would lock myself in my own room and cry for someone I barely knew. I actually wasted those 4 years on someone who barely knew of my existance and I am still doing it now. I felt like he knew of my feelings and he kept tormenting me until my walls crumbled. I destroyed myself for a fool who will never like me!!! I hated his arrogance and pride but I loved his courage and dtermination. I never forgave him for doing what I believed to have been my job but I can't change that now.
I believe that we meet people for a reason and his presence in my life has made me stronger. I won't be guilable anymore towards anyone and I am ready to face the world slowly. I hope one day if we ever met again that I would be able to thank him for his contribution towards my sucess but for now I offer a friendly farewell to him.