Love Is The Food OF Life!!!

"Just because you dream of someone you love doesn't change the fact that he doesn't belong to you"

Yup, that's another one of my creation thanks to my inspiration, Xheylie…Dear, you're way too special for just any guy so stop mopping when there are many other guys out there…. Trust me when I say that it's better than things ended in the first phase rather than letting a long dream die after so long… Imma punch him for you if it makes you feel any better but it's not like most guys realize what they did until you tell them so yeah, wait scratch that out… Well, I will punch him if it puts a smile on your 'chubby' face!!! Hehe!!!

Somehow, I think I'm little weird or there's a screw loose in my head because when I say I don't like something/some person, I tend to like some of them… Makes sense yet??? See, I disliked okay, dislike is a strong word, let's just say I wasn't quite fond of Adele's "Rolling in the Deep" because well, it wasn't my kind of music…One person's meat is another man's poison so that song was killing me despite the heaps of Adele's fan who love the song…Well, I was technically neutral about her music until the radio decided to play it more than 10 times a day and well, can you imagine listening to the same song over and over again??? I almost threw out my stereo set out my room window and boy, that wouldn't be a pretty sight…Although the person who picks up the remains of the stereo set ould be more than happy while I would be cursing at myself for being that dumb to throw random things out the window plus the money to fix my window…Can you say grounded for life then???

Yeah, Adele's "Someone Like You" is playing in my head now so yeah, I can call myself a hypocrite now for saying I don't like her music…

My mum just found out that I have a bloggie after I told her ages ago!!! Yeah, she's probably gonna freak out when she sees how many post I posted since I'm supposed to have a life…Oh my gosh, I desperately need a life since I'm resorting to the net to entertain me!!! Plus I got her a Twitter account too!!! Hehe!!! It must be so exciting to discover these little things but I guess that's why adults used to have more time for other things since they're actually OUTSIDE doing stuff rather than posting that they're about to do it!!! The funniest tweet I saw so far was "THINKING…" and I was like what the??? Why in the world would you tell other people what you're up to especially thinking?!? Remember you can always follow me on Twitter to talk to me and I'll do my best to reply asap so don't hesitate!!! Just press that FOLLOW button!!!

PRESS IT!!! NOW!!!!

FOLLOW ME!!! OR ELSE!!!

Just kidding!!! I won't bite so don't worry… Imma punch someone if I don't have something to do before my degree classes start!!! Hello??? I can't sit on my fat lazy butt for 9 months!!! Even a pregnant lady does something while waiting to pop out a baby and here I am doing nothing!!! I'm really pathetic aren't I??? Don't answer that because it was a rhetorical question!!!

I'm going to start posting up random pictures and videos to entertain everyone!!!

What to wear for Chinese New Year??? And why do I keep seeing the number 8 everywhere??? I know it's good luck but even luck can't save me from failing my A-Levels examination thanks to my dumbness…Okay, it's not my fault that I have a pea sized brain so don't give me that look!!! So, here's a little tip to myself, don't study last minute EVER again!!!

Time to sleep so I can let my brain juice flow if I have any left…Good afternoon, peeps!!! I look like a zombie thanks to my lack of sleep!!! Maybe I could get hired for the show, Walking Dead…I mean I look dead, act dead thanks to my slow response to anything due to my lack of sleep now to smell bad…Rub some pee on myself???

I think I went to heaven and back to earth because I ate the BEST STEAK EVER in my small country, Malaysia!!! Wanna know where this great place is to grab a little taste of heaven for yourself??? Well, it's a little place called Suzi's Corner because well, it's a store at the corner…The irony of it actually…Hehe!!! You wouldn't believe the steaks are from that exact place I'm talking about because well, it isn't exactly those classy places!!! Plus it's well hidden but luckily, my dad's like the King of Food because he FOUND IT!!! It's located around Kuala Lumpur on Jalan Ampang heading towards Ampang Lama and watch out because it's hard to catch!!! Sorry but I didn't take a picture of the place…Don't fancy steaks or other western dishes??? Well, they have other different food such as mamak food, india and also Lebanese food!!! Try the caramel pudding from the Lebanese stall because it's pretty good…Not to sweet and smooth just perfect…I could hear the bells ringing and choir singing in my head!!! Are you a fan of wine and love to drink any day of the week????

Well, the charges for the wine glasses are only RM10 per person if you bring your own wine to drink which goes well with the steak…Don't forget to order the steak to be cooked medium rare so the meat remains juicy yet meaty!!!! So, if you're down in the hot and wonderful country, Malaysia full of delicious food to try, do bring your fat pants because you'll love the food here!!! Maybe I should be a tour guide since I'm almost an expert in food!!!

Got any suggestion for me to try??? Just leave a comment on this post and I'll do my best to try that store out!!! Thanks…

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Letting Go Of Love...

Okay, peeps sorry for not blogging for ages but I was BORED at home plus my final paper had ended on Tuesday so yeah, I was just being a little piggy as usual...

Anyway, there's something on my mind that was really bugging me these few days and I feel like I should express myself in words...It's something that I've kept inside my heart for a long time and reflecting back, I know I was a fool but I'm grown now and I know the only way to make myself stronger is to let someone go...

To my special someone,

Well, to be honest, I miss those days of walking by you and seeing you with your friends, having a great time. I miss those days of school where you walk by me without a care of my feelings inside. I miss those days that I watched you smile warmly at everyone else but me and I guess I was the only fool in this game for years. Thanks to a special friend who listened to me and allowed me to express what I'd kept inside, I know my mistakes now and the truth is I wasn't willing to let you go because I didn't want to and not because I really fell for you but it was because of the guilt I felt for putting you through the pain of losing someone dear to you thanks to a dumb mistake of mine. You were always my knight in shining armor in my imaginations but the simple truth is, reality is the only thing that matters so this letter to you is just to let you know that I'm sorry for messing up your life and this is the final time I'll ever think of you.

My feelings has changed now so I'm letting you go now and deleting your number from my phone to forget about you. Let's just say I'm moving on from that painful past and now, it's time for me to close that chapter in my life...Goodbye, special one..

I know what the saying "If You Love Someone, Set Them Free" but how can you possibly love someone who hates everything about you? That was what I faced for several years and I used to hurt because I wished that things were different but the real matter was nothing would ever happen... No matter how hard I tried, the gap just got wider since we're like Venus and Mars.

So, thank you for the memories but it's time for this story to have a new chapter for me. A game needs two players to work but I was the only one dumb enough to be caught in this game so it's my fault from the start. I used to blame you for this pain inside me and I used to hate listening to sad love songs because it reminded me of you. I used to cry whenever I watched those sad moments in any love movies where the girl gets hurt by the guy she loves because that was exactly how you pushed me away. I know you think I'm pretty strong and that I'd probably forgotten about you since last year but I'm pretty vulnerable and I didn't want you to see me cry because it would have showed you how much I cared.

I'm not those others girls what you are used to being with and I could even put on a smile even when I was dying inside because of you but that's all different now. I know now that I'm tough and in the end, I won this battle and my heart is alive again so thank you for bringing out the best in me.

That's all I have to say for the last time to this person so thank you again and goodbye...for good...

Sorry if I sound emo right now but now that I'm free to do anything, I had a lot of time to think back on a lot of mistakes that I did and I'm planning to not make the same mistakes again... I hope my next post wouldn't be so emo as this one is...

Thank you for reading my deep thoughts that was disturbing me for so long...

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Friendship isn't a GAME!!!

Okay, I know life can be tough at times but why do some people have to give others a hard time??? I find that so funny because it's weird to me on wasting so much effort to hurt someone else when you can focus on things to better yourself... Like I met a few people like that in my life and it's the worst thing to do to a person...

Here are a few things to NEVER do to another...

1. Ignore them

What do you gain out of ignoring a person??? It's like you decide that you're too good for that person and you don't feel the need to be friends with them...Hello?? Have you ever heard of being a considerate person??? It's called being friendly to build bridges and hopefully it blooms and you have friends in the future..Friends are easy to find but not TRUE friends so don't burn bridges even before you know that person...



2. Insult them

Friends are like the beams in life and we should never try to break it down or the whole house will collapse... Do not try to hurt them by saying/posting/telling them that they aren't good enough for you because you might as well stab them in the back rather than to do that....Stop misusing Technology for evil and try to spread LOVE around...I believe in EQUITY and I hope you people do too...



3. HURT YOUR FRIENDS

You can't pick a friend like choosing a product of the shelf in a shopping centre because TRUE friendship are hard to find...I'm sorry if you thought that it was that easy but try finding a friend who listens and talks to you and shows even a ounce of concern on the streets...I told you it won't be easy... Don't make your friends choose between two friends because it's like choosing to live with either your father or your mother...That's a tough call for many people...





The thing is I believe that friends should accept each other for who them are and don't try to change each other because it should be a SIN to do that....YES, it is A SIN to me because friendship is too precious and we shouldn't throw away another person's natural beauty inside which makes them BEAUTIFUL!!! I don't think friends should try to be on a HIGHER level that their other friends because who said that friendship was based on ranks??? That's called being a bully because friends do NOT try to pick another above the others....Friends love to be with each other to talk and have fun...Not to show off and talk about themselves and their GRAND life...

Friends do NOT lie to each other and talk bad of another friend just to satisfy their appetite...And the GOLDEN RULE of FRIENDSHIP is to NEVER ABANDON ANOTHER!!! Yes, friends should always be involved and be told of new updates rather than finding out from another....Outings and trips ahould include ALL FRIENDS even if you're not so close to them because the trip might strengthen the bond and you may find a lot of things in common...Imagine a friend who has been left out from her other friends and she finds out of an event taking place but she/he wasn't invited, how would that friend feel??? Devastated??? Betrayed??? Hurtful??? Unimportant??? More like all of the above...Not a nice feeling, huh???

So, remember to tell or show your friends that you do care for them...Call/ text them to find out how's life...Listen to their problems and try to advice them... Say something nice to them to keep them happy....Do something nice like celebrate their birthday...I love my friends!!!

END OF STORY!!!