New Me!!!

Am I really to sweet to everyone??? That's the question on my mind right now and gosh, does it stink to be though of in that way by EVERYONE!!! I mean I walk around and people think that I am just this really naive and smart girl but I doubt that I am!!! What do I have to do to shed that image? Wear skimpy clothes and wear too much make up that I end up looking like I had a hangover? Here's what I have managed to list down as things to be done to shed that innocent girl look that everyone loves to annoy me with so back off haters!

1. STOP CARING ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE SAY!!!

I always look towards others and care about how people judge me for everything. So here are to those people, who gave you the rights to judge me? And so what if you hate what I am wearing or how I act? If you got a problem with me, sue me for it! Stop trying to bring me down because I am not going to stand for it any longer.

2. STOP BEFRIENDING EVERYONE!!!

I learnt that the hard way when some people clearly DON'T care about me at all!!! They only throw all their problems at me and at the end of the day, I am left alone with the excess baggage. So, to those users, STOP thinking that your problems are so big in life!!! the only reason that it seems big is because instead of doing something about it, you are sitting on your lazy butt and doing NOTHING!!!! I am so sick of caring for these fakers already so if you only befriend me to throw all your luggages at me, step aside because I am over with you!!!

3.BE SARCASTIC TO HATERS!!!

Next time someone annoys me, I am going to sarscam them back and believe me, I am not afraid to use my new found weapon. So, if you think you can, try me but don't regret it because I won't. I am so sick of people pretending to care about me when all them seem to think about is themselves.
Pretender: Are you okay?
Me: Do I look okay? If I am then wouldn't I look fine to you?

4. BE SELFISH!!!!
More ME TIME by focusing on my studies and stop caring bout others around me so much!!! This is the biggest flaw in me and I have got to stop caring!!! I spend more time hleping others in life and not enough to move on with mine. My brain is filled with mostly people's problems... I don't mind true friends who actually stand with me but pretenders who hope to see me fail and laugh at me!!!

5. ACT LIKE A B****!!!!

But only to those fakers because they totally deserve that. I don't want to keep acting so nice to them when they clearly don't deserve it. So, don't push me or you asked for it!!! Back off fakers, haters and pretenders. Stop trying to ruin my life because I am a BRAND NEW ME!!!

For those of you who do know me really well, this might sound a little extreme with my makeover but I will always be the same!!! PEACE OUT!!!



Don't worry!!! I won't resort to excessive makeup or skimpy outfits for everyone's entertainment. Sorry, Taylor!!!



Or wear really weird outfits like Lady Gaga to make a statement!!!

END OF STORY!!!

American Idol or American Zero???

American idol has always been my favorite television show of all times but I am a little disappointed with this year's contestants. Well, actually there are several things that I dislike about the show.

1. The judges are not the same except for Randy ( He's joined by Jennifer Lopez and Steven Tyler)
2. The Contestant's abilities to sing
3. The Elimination of the Contestants.
4. Simon Cowell is gone
5. Simon has left the show

Allow me to explain myself before you start booing me for those American Idol fans!!! I do not HATE the judges but I am not pleased with their comments on the contestants at all!!! To be honest, no one seems to bad in their eyes so who is America supposed to vote out??? They are always complimenting the contestants which my booast their confidence but besides that there is no strong critic!!! I miss Simon Cowell soo much! There are too many Paulas as the judges and no one wants to reign Simon's crown!!! Come on judges! stop hiding and rise up to the challenge.

Next, I am unimpressed with most of the contestants as I don't feel like they are the best contestants with the exclusion of Pia and james! They don't fit the likes of Carrie Underwood and I have heard better singers on youtube compared to them. Sorry but tell me if I am wrong...Which I doubt that I am as I have been following the show for years. And the elimination last week was so cold!!! Pia was out of the competition?? I was shocked when I heard that as Pia was one of the best talents there! That's what happens when your judges are too nice to everyone. America has been confused and voted off the wrong contestant!!! That leaves the Adam Lambert wannabe, James left who is a shoo is to win the competition.
Lastly, who didn't love to hate Simon when he insulted the contestants which made them better??? Don't lie people because honestly, the show is gone without Simon!!! So, with the elimination of one of the only talents last week, I am praying that America does not repeat the same mistake again. If James is eliminated, I am never tuning in for the show again...well, until next year!!!

Fake Friends!!!

Now, why in the world would I care about any of your problems when I have lots of my own??? Yes, you know who I am talking to here so stop holding your breath! Wait, on the other hand, just keep holding it until I am done here. First, you treat me as a good friend and then I am thrown out like trash to you! Listen here, Miss Annoying because I am so sick of people mistreating me that way so back off!

Next, you act like I don't exist to you anymore and that your friendship is so much better than me so here's some news for you, girl! I am way better off without you so keep walking away because I never needed you anyway! You make me feel like I am useless and I am merely a puppet well guess what? This puppet is clearly much brighter than you so stop think of senseless nonsense! I am really annoyed with your immature jokes and fake lies that you keep feeding me and everyone else with because I am not a FOOL! This isn't April Fool's anymore so drop the acting and throw away that horrible mask of yours. Oh wait, that was your face falling off.

I'm pretty sure you must feel hurt now but I am not offering any apologies as you are not a friend to me! You left me alone and I guess being alone has showed me that some friends just love to hurt you so I am leaving all this behind. So, the next time you mess with me, I will hit you back with my sarcastic line and my fake smile and my false pretenses for you! If that's mean to you, too bad because I am a changed person!

Who's the fool now? You barely even know anything about me! All you do know is the area I am living at. And you said you cared....You are not worth my time anymore so go and pretend to care for another person. Here are a few pictures that reminds me of you and makes me smile gleefully!



Yes, that's exactly how deep the wounds you left are.



Yes, you are also a backstabber in my eyes so stop trying to hurt me with your lies and betrayal! I had enough of you!



OH yeah!!! I totally agree to this saying although I can't say it to you... Take that fake friend!

END OF STORY!!!

Confusion.. Is It Me???

So, I finally realized that I am a really blur person and I tend to live carefree with no problems so it surprises me that problems tend to find me especially with friends. That is a major problem to me as friends are my life. Anyhow, here's my little problem that I can't seem to figure out.

Let's assume there's a friend named P and we used to be really close friends. I would spend hours, talking to her on the phone and boy, my phone bill really did reach a high point those few months but I didn't mind that. Then, she got closer to another friend of mine whom I was extremely close to, like a sister and I started to feel left out as I felt as if she was replacing me but I remained silent. She stopped talking to me and she didn't even inform me of a recent gather which surprised me...Did I do something wrong?

I met a friend who finally understood me and we instantly connected like my other only best friend in primary school, Vivian. I am pretty sure this friend already figured out her identity but the story continues on. P started college and stopped contacting me...Not even a text and my post on facebook remains unanswered....I am seriously lost for words. I don't understand why she is ignoring me but I am guessing she isn't pleased with my friendship with my new friend like our previous fight. I do wish that she would call me or at least text me but nothing. I guess I did dissappear from her life....I do hope she isn't mad at me....
END OF STORY!!!

Lyrics For 4minute Mirror Mirror Translated in English!!!

[HyunA]
Let’s go, four minutes left
Four minutes left, ah! Ah!
Four minutes left, four minutes left

[SoHyun]
At that time, why did you not even try to look at me?
Everyday, to me, you’re the only one that I look at

[JiHyun]
Today, I’ll be a little more beautiful (today)
Today I’ll show my beauty to the cool you

[HyunA]
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
In this world, who is the most pretty?
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
In this world, am I the most beautiful?
Just for today, say that I’m the most beautiful

[JiYoon]
When I think of you, I see a reflection in the mirror
My appearance is more intense than it is any time else
Though I’m so beautiful, who do you keep
Thinking about other things?
Why can’t you just look at me?

[GaYoon]
My mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
Mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
My mirror (mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
Mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)

[JiHyun]
Why do you always pretend not to see me?
Every night, to me, you’re the only one
That makes me heart throb

[HyunA]
You, who’s always so cold
Come a little closer to me, my boy

[SoHyun]
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
In this world, who is the most pretty?
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
In this world, am I the most beautiful?
Please tell me you’ve been attracted to me
Right from the beginning

[GaYoon]
When I think of you, I see a reflection in the mirror
My appearance is more intense than it is any time else
Though I’m so beautiful, who do you keep
Thinking about other things?
Why can’t you just look at me?

[JiYoon]
My mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
Mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
My mirror (mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
Mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)

[JiYoon]
Oh mirror shine, let me fix my make up
Break it down, break it down
Baby I like that, baby, baby, just I like that
Baby I like that, baby, baby, just I like that
More and more, go crazier for me
Shine on my face, everyone’s surprised, oh

[SoHyun]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
In this world, who’s the prettiest?

[JiYoon]
It’s me

[JiHyun]
I come a little closer to you
one two step, one two step, one two step

[GaYoon
Let’s liven it up, let’s make it up
So when you look at me
I’ll be able to make your heart tremble

[JiYoon]
My mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
Mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
My mirror (mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)
Mirror (Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror)

[HyunA]
Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirrror

Who is Rebecca Black???

Anyway, I was in college, waiting for class to begin when I heard several classmates talking about the Friday song and I was confused. What's the friday song? So, I asked them and here's how the conversation when.

Me:What song is that?
friend 1:The Friday song.
Me:The what song?
friend 2:Friday.
Me:Oh. Who's the singer?
Friend 1 & 2: Rebecca Black. (rolls eyes)

So, I was left dazed as I had no idea who Rebecca Black was and I asked my best friend, Xheylie who she was and she replied "Justin Bieber's sister". I decided to check out Rebecca Black's video and boy, was I shocked!!! I didn't actually mind the song so much but I disliked her voice!!! She sounded completely autotuned and I couldn't believe that Lady Gaga and Simon Cowell supported her!!! I decided to read several comments so I clicked the enable automatic comments and comments started pouring...And I mean seriously. Like every second that I was on that youtube channel and the comments were terrible. People actually insulted her there. I am NO fan of her but people, learn to respect people's rights to post videos of themselves.

I'm sure that Rebecca is ashamed to even leave her house now with all her haters all over the world growing rapidly but no, she decided to make another video about the concept of the song and started stating that people did not understand the song. Rebecca, word of advise people aren't listening to you so please stop digging a bigger hole to bury yourself in. Just let things slide with time then stop posting videos of you singing on youtube anymore. I'm sure the world would be a better place if you just removed the video.
END OF STORY!!!

4MINUTE「 Heart to Heart」

Here's the music video for Heart to Heart!!! OMG!!! I love Hyeona so much!!! And I love their new looks too!!! They look so matured and sexy!!! Wait, they always look sexy!!! And in case you think I am a lesbian!!! I'm NOT!!! I like guys so stop thinking about it!!! I can't believe that they are back again!!! My life is complete now!! I love this song and pretend. The best songs are pretend and you know. Sweet suga honey sounds a little like Miss A's breathe but I love this song much more!!! Enjoy this!!!

Lyrics for 4 minute Heart to Heart in English!!!

It’s weird, it seems like you’ve changed
You say things that you didn’t say before
In front of me, look into my eyes
(You) tell me, truthfully

Careless eyes, a bored expression
Actions and words that are different than before
Don’t twist your words
(You) better say it coolly, open up

I don’t expect a lot from you, not like before
Look into my eyes, please look at me now
Think of me, oh~

Let’s have a heart to heart to heart (talk)
Tell me in a more manly way (more)
Not stiffly, not faking it
Still you and I stay together
Let’s have a heart to heart to heart (talk)
Look me directly in the eyes and tell me
Don’t twist your words, don’t make me mad
Now heart to heart, you and I
Heart to heart to heart

The serenades you used to do often
These days, how many times do you say “I love you”?
If you don’t’ like it, say you don’t,
Or take some time [to reply]
Open up with you, now heart to heart

How can you change that much?
Do I have to comply to everything you do?
Don’t be ridiculous, don’t be delusional
Stop it! (You) just do whatever you want

I don’t expect a lot from you, not like before
Look into my eyes, please look at me now
Think of me, oh~

Let’s have a heart to heart to heart (talk)
Tell me in a more manly way (more)
Not stiffly, not faking it
Still you and I stay together
Let’s have a heart to heart to heart (talk)
Look me directly in the eyes and tell me
Don’t twist your words, don’t make me mad
Now heart to heart, you and I
Heart to heart to heart

You say sorry too easily, I’m sick of it
Why do you always want to end things?
Why are you like that?
You always say the same things

Like this here, you and I, the two of us
Look into our eyes like this

(Hear to heart) I still think of you, listen to me

I don’t expect a lot from you, not like before
Look into my eyes, please look at me now
Think of me, oh~

Let’s have a heart to heart to heart (talk)
Tell me in a more manly way (more)
Not stiffly, not faking it
Still you and I stay together
Let’s have a heart to heart to heart (talk)
Look me directly in the eyes and tell me
Don’t twist your words, don’t make me mad
Now heart to heart, you and I
Heart to heart to heart

Cheaters, step forward!!!

Well, I thought that college life would be different from high school but it isn't!! Allow me to explain why...At high school, cheating was common in my class...yes, I still remembered it but I didn't do it!! I was forced to study despite it being the eleventh hour so I would appreciate if those people had studied...or at least tried to do so!!! And the worst part is they got better marks than me!!! Honestly!!!


So, I did try once but it was the last time I ever did it. I actually scored lower than my normal score!!! That's karma, people. So, please don't try it out like I did. And my friend actually cheated then she rubbed it in my face!! I swear that I could have just killed M!!! It was so annoying but thank god it's over now. Or so I thought..College is almost the same!!! The methods of cheating has actually been modified but it's still cheating!! And I actually spotted one of my friend doing it!!! And she was actually brave enough to do it in front of everyone!!! Which makes me mad as I actually had to memorise everything and they come out with weird excuses such as they can't remember what they have read or they don't have time!!! So people, please do NOT cheat!!! As you are only cheating yourself!!! Do you honestly think that if you get better marks than your previous grades is good??? You know that you don't deserve it in your hearts so don't do it!!!
END OF STORY!!!

April Fool!! Not For Me!!!

So, Anyways happy April Fool's day to everyone!! I hope that you all had a prankful day or at least pranking people...Hehe!! Unfortunately, I didn't enjoy mine as I was actually at home, asleep on my comfortable bad so I am not going to lie!! Sorry but I can't tell you anything else about my day besides doing my normal routines. Well, my sister did try to prank me and here's our conversation.

Celine:Hey, what's that on your shirt?
Me: (looks down) Huh? what?
Celine: April Fool!!!
Me: What?

Well, that didn't sound well did it? I couldn't help it. I was still blur and I just woke up not long before she returned from college!!! And my dad tried to prank me too but it didn't work well either...
Dad: Don't move. There's a lizard beside you.
Me: (ignores him)

Well, the prank failed because at that moment that he tried to prank me, the tv was shaowing the ad on April Fool!!! Lame right??? Oh well, there's always next year and the year after if the world doesn't end before 2012!! Hehe!! I wanted to prank my best friend but I didn't have time to call her and she would have kill me later!!