My Boring Life... Holidays Rock!!!

Hmm...I am really get tired of the holidays now...Maybe I am used to doing lots of stuff for college but now, I am DEAD....Seriously, I don't know what to do and I should be rejoicing at my 9 days long break!!! What is wrong with me???

I seem to have more time to relax than to study and I haven't even finish studying any of my subjects let alone begin to study any...Thank you, Lazy genes.... I am officially doomed if I do not start studying something.... Wonder what the geniuses in my class are up to???

Probably studying like crazy...Or eating their textbooks....Maybe I should try that and I might become a genius...Or die of ink poisoning....Either way, it sounds better than lying around doing nothing... Does doing nothing count as doing something???

And I found my old English essay from last year while I was preparing for SPM and boy, was I sadistic....I killed my best friend, I drove my family up the walls, I became some weird, insane girl who is suicidal and I almost killed my new best friend...Great, even that story is much more interesting than the story of my life.... Apart from people dying in my story, it sounds FUN....Minus the sadistic elements, that is....

What else to talk about??? Yes, I feel like I am talking to a wall because I am writing about my boring life....What a way to build bridges and now, readers from all over the world must think I am some weird anti-social person who loves talking to myself...Great way to introduce myself...

"Hi! I am this really anti-social girl who loves blogging about my boring life to the world!"

What a way to gain new friends??? I bet that's the best speech EVER to meet new friends... I am blogging more than I am studying...Now, I look like some anti-social girl who is lazy to study...I'd better start to avoid humiliation....

Well, I was looking forward to my holidays but this is sooooooo boring....Here are the things that I have done so far...

1. Eat

2. Sleep

3. Go online to blog and facebook...Plus Twitter

4. Eat dinner

5. Go to bed...

Same routine everyday....Wow, my life is so 'great'.... Time to study now since my sister is nagging at me again...Gosh, I need a new life now...

Thank you to all you people for reading about my miserable life....

END OF STORY!!!

Pretending to Study!!!

The latest song that caught my eye is from the wonderfully talented Glee cast and their beautiful voices... Especially their love songs...Okay, I don't believe in Happy Endings but sometimes a girl has to love love stories...Watching, reading or even listening to love songs so don't give me that look like I am weird because it is NOT weird...

That might explain why I am rewatching Boys Over Flowers over again and also Sense and Sensibility but hey, it's not my fault...I blame my hormones every time I sob over sad endings because it is not like me....Honestly, I don't cry easily unless someone punches me in the face (Who wouldn't cry in pain???) or I lose something important to me....

Maybe listening to the soundtrack of Boys Over Flowers isn't helping my case now... But hey, the song isn't so bad after really listening closely...

Maybe I should start studying harder now since I should be free now from that certain person... Wonder what he's doing right now with his life??? Probably having a great time without me to bother his life.... Sigh, life is sad sometimes.... That's why people say you can't have everything you want in life....

Sometimes I think I pretend in front of people but I guess that's what everyone in life does too so I am not alone.... Smile and move on, girl I think to myself and that there's a better life for me now....It's a lost for the other party and not for me....Sad how life turns out.... I think I am ready for a new life...No more distractions....

Which makes me wonder how my life would be if I hadn't done certain things in my past that I regret and some memories can't be erased...It has made me stronger even if it shows me my weaknesses and who would like to find out their flaws in life??? Honestly, even I don't want to see my flaws and scars of the past but reflecting back may help me at times....

Think about the last time you actually did something nice for your parents or even your friends...When was the last time you actually expressed your feelings to someone you care about??? Try to do something that you know you haven't done for a long time and see how life works out for you...

Memo: Do nice things and not bad things....Reflect on good things....

I miss High School and I know this it like the million time that I have said that but I do miss all my friends....No way am I missing homework because I have plenty at college and well, life is better now because I can choose which food I want to eat most times....Like maybe Chinese, Indian, Western or even Malay food so it's better than canteen food...Trust me, I know how 'good' the food is....

Wait, why am I listening to the two same songs??? Are they like on loop or something??? Oh well, the songs are kind of nice anyway.... Hehe!!!

Aren't I supposed to be studying now??? Oh right, I forgot about that....Wait, how could I forget something like that when I am a student??? Right, I am really forgetful but why is it that I can remember movies and song lyrics so well???? My brain must work weirdly....

Thank you, Facebook and Twitter and Blogger for making me spend lots of time online when I could use it to study....Guess I really should stop coming online now...Or not....

I'd better get going now and finish my English Legal System assignment now before I end up on the same page until my holidays are up....Great work, Ashley for not doing it earlier....

END OF STORY!!!

Pretending Lyrics By Glee

Face to face and heart to heart
We’re so close, yet so far apart
I close my eyes i look away
That’s just because i’m not okay

But i hold on, i stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we’re feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
or will we forever only be pretending
Will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

But i hold on, i stay strong

How long do i fantasize
Make believe that it’s still alive
Imagine that i am good enough
And we can choose the ones we love

Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we’re feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
or will we forever only be pretending
Will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be

Keeping secrets safe
Every move we make
Seems like no one’s letting go
And it’s such a shame
Cause if you feel the same
How am i supposed to know

Will we ever say the words we’re feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending
Will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be (pretending)
Will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be (pretending)
Will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

I love this song now...It keeps playing on my head and I have to admit that it's a pretty beautiful duet...I wish I could sing this song but I can't sing it alone or it would be so weird as it is a duet and now a solo piece....The words are pretty beautiful too and I love Glee songs so much!!! Their covers are actually pretty good... If you haven't heard of Glee before this, where have you been living in??? Under a rock or a cave??? Honestly, they are EVERYWHERE!!!

An entire show dedicated to wonderfully talented singers....Try watching the show or at least listening to the songs for once....They are so good that I want to scream it out LOUD!!!

Vampire Diaries, Breaking Dawn and Sorry???

Okay...I'm back after 4 days of silence and I bet some readers must think that I'm dead or something...I'm not!!! Or else I wouldn't be posting anything else...Oh wait, I am supposed to be a vampire so yeah, the undead cannot well, die....That's why it's the undead, genius...

What was I suppose to post about??? Well, I am going to have to work out after eating a HUGE cake for my BIG day...Luckily, I have a FAT pants in case I put on some pounds...Time to start working out after my finals...43 days left and counting so don't kill me for not posting for a few weeks... I got to crap for the exam because it's HUGE!!!!

I was reading the newspaper today when I read this article of a video done by DIGI about forgiveness and saying sorry to people and here are a few things that I'm sorry for...No names to those people but you know who you are...

1. Sorry for not studying harder...

2. Sorry for not being a better friend...

3. Sorry for not trying harder to attend reunions and outings...

4. Sorry for not supporting my own country by supporting other countries..

5. Sorry for being oblivious at times...

6. Sorry for not being perfect...

7. Sorry for lying to you...

8. Sorry for thinking about you...

9. Sorry for shedding some tears for you...

10. Sorry for everything bad that I'd done....

Okay, it may seem weird for me to apologize here but it's a good start and you'll feel like a heavy burden is off your shoulders so try it some time then.... I feel fresh and new again...Here's a quote from a favourite song of mine:

Now, to talk about my latest finding online....I finally found new pictures from the Vampire Diaries season 3 and also Breaking Dawn!!! My life is finally complete!!!! Allow me to share a couple of pictures but SPOILER ALERT so if you're hoping to be surprise with the movie/show, do NOT LOOK BELOW!!! Thank you!!!

Awww, how sweet???? I love it that they are really a couple in real life...Edward and Bella forever!!! Honeymoon scene at Isle Esme following the book....

Playing chess??? Wow, it's like Edward is my perfect man but I bet he's better at it than I am... Look how cute they both look together....Maybe this is what eternity brings...Lots and lots and lots of time...Hehe!!!

Is that like a staring competition going on??? Makes me wonder if Edward has to blink...Wait, I doubt he even does it but for FUN.... Let me try... Ready and go!!!! *opens eyes widely*

3 seconds later.... *blinks*

Oh man, apparently I can't stare without blinking for long...Another flaw of mine...Hehe!!!

I feel such a strong tension between these two...Wonder why they didn't end up together... Oh right, Jake has little Renessme and Rosalie has Emmett, guy with the hot body aka Kellan Lutz...I am officially drool for him now....Shirtless and perfectly toned to perfection...Sigh....

I never seen Kristen so happy before and look, she's really smiling so stop hating her, haters because this shows that she can clearly show her emotions well....I think she's smiling because she knows that Edward is all hers now....

Bella: He's all mine!!!! Mine and mine only!!!!

Okay, maybe those weren't her exact words but hey, it's not my fault that I can't figure what's on her mind...Ask Edward to read her mind...Oh, he can't because of her ability to block her thoughts...

Look at how happy they all are??? Happy family picture!!!! Smile everybody and don't move... that should be easy for Edward's side since they all can stand for hours without feeling any pain...That's so unfair really....

Next, we explore the wonderful world of Vampire Diaries Season 3 and I am so excited!!!

Look how pretty Nina looks!!! I love her sense of fashion really...She's always perfectly dressed and I am so excited to watch the first episode!!!! Please come out really soon....

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And you wonder why I keep using her picture as my Facebook picture, wifey...Look how pretty she is and I love her dress!!! It's so perfect for her....

Remember that being immortal doesn't stop me from looking at other female's beauty because some of them are just to pretty to be ignored....Hehe!!!

END OF STORY!!!

Sense and Sensibility+Harry Potter???

Watching Sense and Sensibilities was a little different from watching Jane Austen's other works turned into movies because:

a) I didn't finish reading that book yet...

b) I was too busy recognizing the actors and actresses now...

Yeah, trust me because there were a few surprises for me too and boy was I shocked when I recognized the actor/actresses playing a role in the movie...

The story is basically about these two older sisters living with their mother and little sister and they are forced to move out of their house after the death of their father and as there is no male heir in their family, all their deceased father's property has been given to the father's son from a previous marriage and the girls are only left with 500 pounds a year!!!!

The son's wife, Fanny and him decide to shift to the girl's house and they are left homeless now because of the greddy wife and she invited her brother, Edward to join her at her house now...

Is it just me or were most guys named Edward is the past??? Anyway, Elinor, the eldest of the Dashwood sisters starts falling in love with Edward and Fanny does not approve and tries to break them apart....

A letter comes and the Dashwood has to leave to start life in a new town thanks to Fanny and Elinor has to leave Edward behind and she's devastated...Meanwhile, Marianne meets the older Col. Brandon who falls for her instantly but someone else steals her heart, John Willoughby and there is a scandal involving John and his ward that are unknown to the Dashwoods...He leaves to London and Marianne is heartbroken....

Later, Elinor finds out that Edward is actually engaged to another woman, Lucy and is heartbroken as she can never be with him... Honestly, I love old movies these days and watching their English spoken in such a decent manner is so...heartwarming...If you haven't seen the movie, watch it because it is seriously a great movie to watch but I recommend it for ladies and couples only as the love story might dappen single guys spirit as they might assume that ladies expect guys to be that perfect....

We're not that demanding, guys so don't panic and do try to watch the movie for FUN.. To enter the minds of the females.... Although you might want to be warned that it is a little mushy... And predictable...

The wonderful talent of Alan Rickman as Col. Brandon and in case you can't recognize him...Here's a clue....He's playing a menacing character in one of the most popular series in history written by J.K Rowling...

Yes, he's playing Severus Snape and boy, was I shocked to find out that he's British!!! He looks older now but in Sense and Sensibility, he was pretty convincing....

Guess who plays the free spirited Marianne in this movie??? Here's a little clue...She's British and won the Best Actress Award during the Oscars a couple years back and she acted with Leonardo DiCaprio in Titanic...

The wonderful Kate Winslet and if you didn't know this then well imagine this situation, there's a frying pan on the table and you're about to hold it near your head...You know what to do next then...Don't do it seriously, people..Just kidding....

See that woman who plays Elinor Dashwood??? Guess where you have seen her before and that guys beside her is Hugh Grant so don't look to surprised....Here's a little clue...She's acted in Harry Potter too as Sybil, the fortune teller crazy teacher to Harry and also she acted as Nanny Mcphee, the miracle nanny...

Yes, she's Emma Thompson, another amazing talent and a beautiful actress who somehow loves to cover her pretty face with weird roles....Guess we all know what her preferred roles are then...

Who else is also in the movie again??? Right, remember Doctor House who loves to be really mean to his patients but he's an excellent doctor, well Hugh Laurie is acting too!!! Watch out for him and you'll recognize him almost immediately but do remember that he's older now so he might look a little different....

Time to watch Becoming Jane now....It does look absolutely divine to me from the preview that I have seen...

END OF STORY!!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!

Today was the best day EVER for me!!!! Well, it's not everyday that a girl turns 18 so hey, of course I am going to post about this moment!!! I am legally an adult!!! HURRAY!!!

Okay, I have to admit that this year's birthday wasn't as exciting as last year because my High School friends decided to throw me a surprise bash at school and it was filled with gifts, more surprises and CAKE!!! Yes, a huge chocolate cake!! That was also the year I received my BIG teddy bear from a couple of my friends who are Patrick, Lam, Kai Ling and Maggie!!! Thank you guys so much for that wonderful gift!!!

And my other crazy friends that decided to come up with surprises the entire day to celebrate and the finale ended with a BIG SPLASH!! Like literally!!! They wet me in my uniform for FUN!!! I loved that year so much even if I didn't want a BIG fuss about my Birthday... It was really thoughtful of them!!!

This year, I had to attend college on my Birthday and I woke up like super early, thanks to my wonderful sister who had to do something... Anyway, I went to open my Facebook and BAM!!! There were like 30 something over post on my wall!!! Like seriously, all wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! Of course it took me some time to thank all the really nice friends on my Facebook and I was clear....I went to class and people start wishing me happy birthday when I thought that no one would know about my birthday...I was hoping it would be a secret but oh well!!! My classmates are really great this year....Great people!!!

And the greatest surprise was my close college friend, Lynn who I had only known for a few months knew my birthday!!! I was hoping she didn't know but she texted me when we were i the same class!!! How sweet is that??? And I was wondering how she knew when she wasn't on Facebook and her answer was she saw my IC number...She's officially my No.2 stalker now!!! Hehe!!!

And now, my notification box is still filling up as I am blogging....My fingers are tired as I have to answer every single one of the post to thank all the really great people who seem to know about my birthday!!! You know, I got a great work out for my birthday and I even got a handmade sweet from my sister...Awww, so sweet....No, I mean the candy is really sweet.... You thought I meant the gesture of my sister....Okay, it is a little sweet of her....

So, I didn't get a cake this year or gifts but it's the thoughts that count and this year, there was a LOT!!! Hehe!!! I am planning to eat my imaginary cake now so please excuse me...Hehe!!

PS. Dear wifey, thank you for 'writing' a best seller book about me and I do hope you will give me part of the profit or at least buy me my dream car....Thank you again for crapping and being my NO. 1 stalker...Stalk me anytime!!!

P.S.S Thank you to my girls in Royalties too for making my day shine brighter with your wishes!! You girls really did remember!!! Thank you girls!!!!

P.S.S.S Thank you to my close friends at college, Lynn, Cleo and Kelly for knowing about my birthday even if I tried to hide it from people...Hehe!!Thank you also to my Bunnyful Pang, Maggie!!! You are still the sweetest candy to me...I still have the lolipop representing you from the longkang family box!!! Hehe!!!

That's all for now!!! My special day is almost over now....Thank you people for a great day!!!

END OF STORY!!!

Blue!!! And Old songs are in my head!!

Okay... What is there to ramble about today besides my boring day at home??? Oh well, I cleared mt room but seriously, who wants to know about that???

Next, I just realized that I am listening to all my old songs when I was young...

1. Don't say you love me-M2M

2. You Are-Atomic Kitten

3. Deja Vu-Beyonce feat. Jay Z

4. Born to Make You Happy-Britney Spears

5. A Whole New World-Disney Soundtrack

Okay, I just noticed that the first two songs listed are actually by groups that have disbanded...And seriously, they were all the rage back in the late 1990's... Yes, I am not that old... And Beyonce is married to Jay Z now... And Britney has broken up with Justin but hey, I loved these songs because they were always on the TV at one time and because I somehow, have a sudden urge to listen to theses songs...Makes me miss my childhood at times and now I realized how BIG i have grown...Like a BIG giant HIPPO!!!

And here's a little memo to random strangers who add me on Facebook for no reason, please stop adding me for no reason because I am just going to ignore your request unless I know you so don't waste your time adding me because I don't add strangers... Why you ask???

1. Because you're a stranger to me. Makes sense yet???

2. I have important stuff on my account which are personal to me and NOT to be shared to the

world so I just don't like sharing everything about me...

3. Hasn't your parent told you not to talk to random strangers??? That rule applies to Facebook

too so stop adding me!!!

Want to know what I am talking about these days??? Just follow my blog...Yes, this blog and keep reading for my latest post to understand what goes around in my head... Or if you are too lazy to check often, just follow me on twitter.... Yes, that icon on my blog which links you to twitter, click it and add me!!! Thanks for your cooperation but remember, don't add me on my Facebook unless you know me personally then please tell me who you are because I don't know from reading your name..Trust me, people use all kinds of names like some really long Japanese name and believe me, I was thinking who is this dude???

How in the world am I supposed to learn how to write fast??? Are you kidding me??? Three long essays in 2 hours and 30 minutes???? Is that a joke because I doubt any NORMAL human can do that!!! I got to train myself to write without thinking before my exam comes or I am so dead.... Please help me, somebody!!! Any advice to write faster???

I need a faster brain to think faster and better....How come computers can switch their parts when they are outdated but humans can't??? It's so not fair... I envy my computer now... *Glares at computer*

Do homosexual guys really wear tighter shirts than normal guys??? That thought just came in my head because of Mr. Aria who pointed that fact out... But I thought that some guys who work out a lot also love to wear tight shirts to show off their bodies.... I always wondered if their shirts shrank in the washing machine.... No offence though... I was so young then so my thought wondered....

Why do girls like pink stuff anyway??? I hate PINK!!! Like everything PINK is a BIG NO-NO to me!!! I have a friend who LOVES PINK and I was wondering why??? She said it was cute...Okay, I hate cute and PINK... Want to know which color is the best to me??? It's BLUE!!! I LOVE BLUE!!! Blue eyes like Logan Lerman, blue like the ocean and more...

Time for me to start studying again...Maybe next time I could go swimming in Logan's eyes...

END OF STORY!!!

Becoming Jane, Economics and Sticks???

My greatest Economics lesson EVER!!! Here's the deal really...I hate ECONOMICS!!! And it HATES me back so the feeling is mutual in case you didn't get my dilemma...Today was the REVISION class for my A-Levels Economics (AS) and we were supposed to do all the paper 2, section A which is the date response and notice the bold word that I emphasized... I did NOT attempt all because is he insane??? I only received his text as 4 something pm. and attempt 19 sets of questions??? I might as well just jump off the London Bridge because at least there's less effort...

Okay, I do not sound like an A-Levels student talking who is SUPPOSED to be prepared for my finals which is coming in October because I AM NOT!!!! Notice how often I bold my words....Suppose means that I was meaning to do it but I didn't...Hey, which student is that hardworking??? Certainly not me.... Sorry to disappoint my lecturers.... I feel like I should study more often as I blog because it takes up my time...But I love writing about my life because I have no life....Well, I think I do but I doubt that I really do or I would be out doing something rather than blogging....

Did I ever mention how my life is so boring???

And I wish I didn't take Economics... I blame my small capacity brain and my attention span which is the size of a goldfish.... That's what my sister claims but I doubt it....I am always paying attention...

Oh look, a butterfly... (Looks away) Shoot, I got distracted again....

Anyway, we begun class with some "encouraging" words from Mr. Aria...

Mr. Aria: Today, we are going to begin our revision. We have already done VISION that means you have studied the whole book and now we are doing the RE....

Students: (Silent)

I guess that means that we have done the first part that he mentioned...Oops I did it again...Wait, isn't that Britney's old song...I loved that time when I used to jump in front of the TV set whenever her music video was on and I would tie my hair in pigtails and pretend to be like her with a comb in my hand.... Now that i think of that, it was pretty weird.... But which girl didn't want to be Britney during the late 1990's???

Next, the class when on as usual until he finally started to nag at us...Was it nagging or telling us off?? I don't really know the difference...

Mr. Aria: I don't understand students these days, you study for 9 months to sit for an exam that's for 1 and a half hours and yet they walk out the hall with plenty of time left...

And I was thinking that those students must be insane because I don't even have enough time to finish my paper since I write as slow as a snail... If only they could donate their time to me... And Mr. Aria went on again to nag us...

Mr. Aria: You better not leave the hall early because I will be waiting for anyone who goes out early and I will be there with my long stick...

Students: (Burst out in laughter)

Seriously, he did say that!!! And we were all thinking dirty thoughts too... Like it didn't sound wrong in many ways... I bet most of you thought of the same thing too so don't look at me like I am a pervert or something...

Mr. Aria: And what is with you students going to the toilet all the time during the exam??? Can't you all hold your bladder?? You all are worse than some 80 years old person... Your bladders are new so why do you people keep peeing???

Ah, I can't help myself because I always use the toilet often...My small bladder is to be blamed not me and the really cold air conditioner isn't helping my case either... I can't stand the cold and I am wondering how I survived at UK last time with my short pants and T-shirt.... Was I insane???

I am so happy because I am starting to get Economics now!!! It's not speaking Latin to me again!!! I really should get the book my friend showed me "Economics For Dummies"... Seriously, there's one that exist...Google it if you don't believe me....

Not that I am a dummy because I am NOT.... I think I want to tuck in with one of Jane Austen's books now... Wait, i need to study first...I love reading her stories...It makes me feel inspired to be an author like her...I always wonder what it's like to live during those times...

I want to watch Becoming Jane now....It's based on Jane Austen's life and she's played by the beautiful and amazing Anne Hathaway.... Atonement was the saddest movie that I watched... It was a tragic story and if you don't believe me, watch it.... Keira Knightley played her character really well as usual but I still prefer her in Pride and Prejudice...Or Pirates of The Carribean...

Here are a few pictures from the movie which I hope to watch soon...

How I wish I could watch it now...Time to study my "favourite" subject again...

END OF STORY!!!

Couples, Love and Diaries...

Guess which person is stuck with studying Economics when I could be sitting in front of the television and rotting there??? Me!!! Okay, I am also having a little fun updating my blog to entertain everyone while I pretend to be relaxing... I am so bored that I could just fall asleep any minute now on my keyboard...Good night, world!!!

*Falls asleep on the keyboard, hits head hard*
*Wakes up*

I'm awake...What happened??? Kidding..What shall I post about this time??? Hmmm...oh yes...First, what is with couples in love and their loving gestures??? Not to be mean or anything but I think I might puck the next time I see another couple doing those gestures...The thing is I don't mind the holding hands and sweet talking thing, that's fine but some people tend to do unexpected things in public places!!! I am so serious about this!!! Here's a list of this these couples do in the public transport...

1. Guys holding the girls' butt..Totally true!!!
2. Kissing like mouth to mouth.... OMG!!! Are they kidding me???
3. Girls hands in the guys' pockets and guys hands in the girl's pocket... Why can't they just put their hands in their own pockets???
4. Jealous girlfriends eyeballing prettier girls when boyfriends stare at prettier girl and NOT their GIRLFRIEND...Major NO-NO, guys!!!
5. Couples holding onto each other when there is clearly enough grips to hold onto in the LRT...What happens if the LRT stops suddenly???

All those things that I have listed are TRUE and here's a little advise to these couples, please get a room because I went on the public transport to have some peaceful time while travelling back not to watch some 18 and above adult movie!!! Thank you, people.... Don't believe me??? Trust me on this that you do NOT want to watch these couples in action.... I was actually sitting beside the pretty girl in event no. 4 when I noticed the girlfriend eyeballing the other girl when clearly the other girl was doing nothing!!! What is she so worried about??? The girlfriend actually started combing the boyfriend's hair and sweet talking!!! Remember, it's called a room, a private place to do anything you want...

I think I am going to kill my horoscope thingy pretty soon..It keeps predicting weird things like I am in some kind of relationship... Yeah, I am in a relationship with myself!!! Beat that, horoscope person!!! Did I ever mention that love is so overrated to me now...I am staying away from love for a few years....Wait, make it forever... I doubt there's a prince charming out there for me because I am a strong force...Don't mess with me or I will rearrange your face!!!

You know I think if I wrote a book on "How Avoiding Love Saved My Life", I would be a millionaire by now.... Or not...I am think of writing a memoir about "18 years of My Short Life" and then add on more as I grow older because I am too lazy to keep a diary... Reasons to avoid a diary...

1. It might bring doom to you...
2. Why would you write everything in a book and people can read your thoughts??? If everyone does it, pychopaths and insane people will make millions because I bet their diaries are far more interesting than most of ours combined...
3. You will end up recycling the book anyway...

Trust me, I have kept a diary and I lost interest a few weeks later...I am actually surprised it survived for more than two days... I got lazy to write about my life when I have better things to do and someone could read the diary...

Note to self, don't keep your diary in the most obvious places like under your pillows or under your soft toys... I did that and it failed every time....


So, I think I am done rambling... Time to get back to my boring life...

Fast And Furious 5, Let's GO!!!

Anyway, I found myself Googling random actors/actresses out of boredom and I decided to write my review on the latest movie that I'd watched which is Fast & Furious 5 which was the sequel to Fast and Furious 4... First of all, I love movies which don't involve a lot of thinking because after a long day out and using my brains, I just want to watch a movie that is fun before sleeping...The likes of Inception however, is the opposite because I found myself deeply confused...Seriously, like I don't get the concept of having a dream after a dream after another one...It sounds confusing even as I typed it out...Who can figure out that mystery??? It's like E=MC2 and 2+2=5 ???

No, thank you...Give me some movie where there's guns and blood and I will be happy enough...Anyway, I watched it Last Friday Night...No, not that song...I mean I watched the movie on a Friday at night with my family and boy, was it action packed....


The movie is basically the continuation of the last movie in the series but there's the twist...Dom is caught and on his way to prison when Brian and Dom's sister rescue him from the doom of prison food!!! Andyway, the stole this rich man's car as the car is prceless and they find a chip in a fake looking music player that totally ruins the car's look...Inside are the locations of the rich man's hideout of his money...Like BIG MONEY...He can even buy up the whole of Malaysia!!!

They decide to do one last job before disappearing and the job is so obvious...Here's a clue...They have a chip of the rich man's money, fast cars that goes really fast, two crazy drivers so what are they supposed to do now??? The most obvious answer is to rob the dirty rich man!!! To do the job, however they call upon some experts and boy, was it good to have the old cast back... Oh yeah, the FBI's greatest hunters of the most wanted is also on their trail... The rock has been working out because he looks so strong and hard like a...well, a rock...

I think the character that I really liked was the biker chick because she's is so hoot and sexy yet tough... That's what I call a really woman...And she kicks the guys' butts...awesome right???



Dom: Hey, We're like twins..We both are bold...And really strong...
The Rock: Don't make me angry or I will wrestle you down...
Dom: Let's do this...We're both dudes so you're on...



Is it just me or is the Rock much taller than his co-stars??? Just saying...Has he been working out again???



Clearly, the hot biker chick was meant for the guys to wash their eyes but I loved her cool style...I wanted to put the bikini picture here but I was afraid that people might be drawn to that picture only for hours...Sorry guys!!!


I thought the movie was a great way to end the whole series with a loud BANG!!! And now, I am going to watch something that requires me to think but not a ,ot of thinking...Atonement, here I come!!!

Sorry if I did insult anyone here as I didn't mean it...Please no haters here...

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Pride and Prejudice FINALLY!!

After a few years of waiting to watch Pride and Prejudice, I finally found it on youtube.com and I was sooo excited!!! The movie was released in 2005 but unfortunately I didn't realized that there was actually a movie made and so I missed the movie....Poor me...Luckily for me, the movie was posted on youtube and boy, was I jumping with joy at my luck!!!

For those of you who didn't watch the movie or read the book, allow me to explain the plot of the entire story... The movie is actually based on a book that was written by the amazing and deceased Jane Austen and the book was titled 'PRIDE AND PREJUDICE' too!!! Anyhow, the story is about the Bennet family with 5 beautiful daughters and the mother finds out that if her husband were to pass away, the house would be inherited by the daughters' distant cousin, Mr. Collin and not the girls so Mrs. Bennet begins looking for suitors for her daughters to avoid any misfortune...

The arrival of Mr. Bingley, his sister and his friend, Mr. Darcy soon attracts the attention of the whole town as Mr. Bingley and Mr. Darcy are extremely rich and Jane Bennet, the eldest of the Bennet siblings attracts the attention of Mr. Bingley while Elizabeth Bennet (Played by Keira Knightley) is rejected by the arrogant and cold Mr. Darcy thus the battle of the sexes begin!!!!

Elizabeth begins a friendship with Mr Wickham, a militia officer who is of long personal acquaintance with Darcy—they grew up together. Wickham tells her he has been seriously mistreated by the proud man; Elizabeth seizes on this news as further reason to dislike Darcy. During the sring, Mr. Darcy proposes to Elizabeth in an insulting manner and Elizabeth rejects him.... Mr. Darcy leaves the town but he leaves a letter to Elizabeth to explain everything...

Soon, the Bennets are in an uproar as one of the Bennet sister has run away with Wickham and there were rumors that they had eloped...The truth about Wickham is revealed and Elizabeth realizes her mistake to blame Mr. Darcy... Soon, the troubles end and Jane receives the proposal of Mr. Bingley... Elizabeth walks with Mr. Darcy and thanks him for everything and he confesses his feelings for her as he is now a changed man for her... Elizabeth accepts the proposal and they are engaged...




Mr. Charles Darcy, Mr. Bingley's best friend...



The dance when Mr. darcy ask Elizabeth to dance with him...



Jane Bennet and Mr. Bingley together...They are the cutest couple around!!!



Elizabeth Bennet is played by Keira Knightley and I love her!!! she's really pretty in in this movie and in real life...

I loved this book since I first read it...It's really refreshing!!! I wonder if I can watch the first installation of Pirates of the Carribean...

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This Time Pia Makes it!!!

Guess who's back with revenge??? It's Pia Toscano from American Idol this season and even though she didn't win the season and who knows why she didn't because she is really amazing at singing....Her voice is like a mix of Whitney Houston, Celine Dion and Maria Carey and I don't know why she was booted out like she's a second hand shoe or something dirty... She was like the ideal American Idol winner so I was shocked when she was given the boot...And she was the most talented girl in the competition...Oh well...

She back in the limelight with her latest single and it's really a great song to show off her vocal range as well as her determination to push herself after that shocking night of American Idol...The song was originally about a woman who has moved on from a rough breakup from a guy who wasn't who he pretended to be... She's a strong and independent woman ready to take on the world if interpreted from the song directly...

However, according to Pia herself, the song is actually related to her journey on American Idol and the struggle she had to endure to get this far...She is the only contestant from American Idol top 10 who managed to seal a record deal when she was booted out during the TOP 9 week in American Idol history and she's not even a finalist!!!! Amazing how her voice managed to seal her fate and let's hope she proves America wrong for kicking her out of American Idol when she was clearly a strong contender... Her first album after American Idol will be released on September this year and all the best to Pia!!!



Well I'm mad as hell
I ain't gon' take it no more
My bag is packed up at the back of your door
'Cause I don't know who I am no more
You won the battle but you lost the war
I've been in denial, now I'm living the truth
Been down for a while, now I'm standing up to you

[Chorus]
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
This time, I'm finding out the hard away
This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
No more, closing back the real me
Just wait, in a minute you'll see
This time, is in time, it's my time
Getting back to the real me

[Pia Toscano]
Don't try to stop me with the words you say
'Cause I'm sick and tired of the games you play
I'm gonna free myself, gonna make a change
And like a butterfly, I'mma spread my wings
Been crying for too long, now I'm drying my eyes
Grounded for so long, now it's time for me to fly



[Chorus]
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
This time, I'm finding out the hard away
This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
No more, closing back the real me
Just wait, in a minute you'll see
This time, is in time, it's my time
Getting back to the real me

[Bridge]
I'm mad as hell
I can't take it no more
My bag is packed up at the back of your door

I promise you, this time!

[Chorus]
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
This time, I'm finding out the hard away
This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
No more, closing back the real me
Just wait, in a minute you'll see
This time, is in time, it's my time
Getting back to the real me

This song has a really catchy beat and the lyrics are really inspiring to me...I am hooked on this song even when I didn't know who the singer was...A star has been born!!

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Victorian Dresses and Me???

I heard the nicest love song on the radio after weeks of avoiding the radio because I can't stand those loud and techno songs blasting away!!! My eardrums are hurting and bleeding if I have to hear another of those type of songs... The title of the song is Tear Us Apart by Nadhira and the lyrics reminds me of another song... Honestly, I thought of Love like this-Natasha Beddingfield feat. Sean Kingston but this song is a little slower and her voice is really soft yet strong...

I am still stuck on the Phantom of the opera songs...It's so beautiful and the layout of the songs are wonderfully put together.... The reason I love oldies songs and movies is because I love the Victorian era and also the Middle ages era...You must think that I am crazy but I loved the dresses and the lifestyles that they had...The beautiful dresses and the well groomed ladies from aristocrat families are simply wonderful to imagine from the movies and books...Life in those times were simple and yet simply fascinating.... I wish there was a time machine created because I would love to go back to those times...To see the life people had...


I decided to Google Victorian dresses in this modern times to discover some dresses created for Victorian lovers like me... Here are some pictures...



I simply love the bodice and the puffed up skirt...It looks like a fairytale dress..



I couldn't resist putting this picture of Taylor Swift from her Love Story video because the dress was pretty beautiful and it looks great on her...Her hair was wonderful too!!!



I don't really like the pink but the corset is inspired by the Victorian era...The lace on the corset is to emphasize the English style...



This dress is pretty to look at...It looks modern yet it has that Victoria feel with type of material used...I wish I had this dress...



I think this was a real dress from the Victorian time...Sorry but Google gave me the picture... I doubt anyone would wear it for their wedding....

Yes, I know that I am not those type of girls you expect to love dresses but I DO!!! The truth is all girls love dresses...EVEN 1 dress in enough...I love the beautiful material and the fantasy you can have just by owning the dress... Stop giving me that look like it's such a shock for me to be staring at lovely dresses because IT'S NOT A CRIME!!!

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Phantom of the Opera=Gerard Butler???

I actually had forgotten about the Phantom of the Opera after watching it in 2004 and I actually loved the songs in the musical...I remembered today and it was so weird when I heard the original soundtrack and the recent adaptation of the Phantom of The Opers as it was so different... I have to say that Sarah Brightman, the older Christie has a much better voice that Emmy Rossum in terms of vocal capability as her voice is stronger and more compelling... Anyhow, I enjoyed the entire songtrack of the recent soundtrack due to the music arrangement...But the one who impressed me the most was Gerard Butler whom sang perfectly that I was still shocked that he could sing well...Well, I saw his picture and I didn't expect him to sing that well...He plays the recent Phantom of the opera and I think he was the most convincing actor in the entire musical...Honestly, I felt the sadness and pain that the phantom was supposed to feel inside him...

But the most disappointing part was the actor of Raoul played by Patrick Wilson as he wasn't exactly how I had pictured Raoul...I found myself liking the phantom compared the hero in the story and I thought that his voice wasn't as good as Gerard Butler but he was overall okay... I actually was rooting for Christie to end up with the Phantom but I guess it shows that good looks do play an important part in love too...Honestly, all movies seem to have a really handsome guy who ends up with a pretty girl!!!

I guess that I am a little soft in the heart but I can't help it...The songs are really good and better than most songs this year... Here are some of the songs featured in the movie.... I hope there are some true music listeners who appreciate these songs...











If you haven't watched this musical yet, what are you waiting for??? It's worth a try because it was rather spectacular and I loved the book...I read this as my English Literature book in High School and I wondered if it was real...I guess no one will ever know the truth...

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You can Beg on your knees, it;s done!!

You know what I hate the most besides jerks and backstabbers??? How about a player who thinks that it's alright to fool around with people...Yes, it seems that some guys think that it's alright to play with girls' feelings and keep stringing them on until they find another girl to fit their current needs... What caused me to write her today about this was I been updating myself with the Season two of Victorious and Iparty with victorious and these two episodes were about cheating guys who enjoy using girls to pleasure themselves...


And what's with the song above??? This song is like the ultimate songs for girls who have been tricked by these players and it was sung by Victoria Justice during one of the episode of Victorious to shame her 'boyfriend' who tried to use her to get a good grade and he was planning to dump her after the performances like he does to other girls.... I loved that performances so much because seriously, that guy needed a wake up call!!! He's that cruel to use a girl for his grades...Girls aren't toys to be used then dumped for a brand new toy!!! We're human too!!!

Word of advise guys, don't mess with girls because we are strong and independent!!! Trust me, I been played too and I was so stupid to actually believe all those lies that I couldn't see...I finally realized that it was all a game and I was so dumb to actually follow when the truth was I was actually not interested anymore...

So, I was hurt to find out but I won't cry for you because you're just another player who love to break girls' heart and I was stupid to think of you as more than a friend...

Lyrics for Begging on your knees-Victoria Justice

You had it all
The day you told me
Told me you want me
I had it all
But let you fool me
Fool me completely
yeah, I was so stupid
To give you all my attention
'Cause the way you played me
Exposed your true intention

Chorus:

and One day I'll have you begging on your knees for me
yeah, One day I'll have you crawling like a centipede
You mess with me?
And mess with her!
So I’ll make sure you get what you deserve
yeah, One day you’ll be begging on your knees for me

So watch your back
'Cause you don’t know when or where I could get you
I set the trap and when I'm done
then You'll know what I've been through
so Oh, mister player do you feel like the man now
and I bet you're nervous 'cause this song makes you freak out

And One day I'll have you begging on your knees for me
yeah, One day I'll have you crawling like a centipede
You mess with me?
And mess with her!
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
yeah, One day you'll be begging on your knees for me



I know I’m being bitter
But I'ma drive you under
Cause you just don't,
Don’t deserve a "happy ever after"
but what you did to me
After you told me
You never felt that way
it was only just a game



and one day!

and One day I’ll have you begging on your knees for me
yeah, One day I’ll have you crawling like a centipede
You mess with me?
And mess with her!
So I’ll make sure you get what you deserve
yeah, One day you'll begging on your knees for me


So, I am going to do you a favor by forgetting about being played because it's not worth my time... Watch out, players because Players are so going to be played out..

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