Thursday, March 31, 2011

A Busy Day...I meant Everyday!!!

Today, I took the KTM like I usually do for the days that I have college and I usually took the 7.01am train( if it isn't delayed!!!) but today I decided to wait a little longer for the later train as the coaches were pack!!! Imagine sardines in a can and compressed!!!! I am dead serious about it and the worst part is people kept pushing themselves in!!!So, I allowed myself to wait when the later train was delayed!!! I waited at the small station for 1 whole hour!!! Apparently, one of the train had broken down and it was chaotic!!! People were waiting and the crowd grew rapidly!!! There were even passengers from the spoiled train walking on the other tracks!!! So dangerous right??? Well, this can only be seen in Malaysia!!! Malaysia Boleh!! Lesson learnt from today, never have too much patience in certain cases.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Lyrics for Going Crazy By Song Ji Eun (Translated into English!!)

It’s not love
This isn’t love
It’s just your obsession
Whatever I do
It’s frightening
The you who watches me

I follow in your shadow
I make a phone call
I become thrilled at the sound of your shaking breath
My heart runs after your increasingly quick steps
I think I’ll go crazy
The long night gets darker
Under the dead streetlamp in front of your house
I’m watching you through the crack in your window
Until the night ends
Come on and find me
You keep playing a suffocating game of hide-and-seek with me
You, you, you
You’re inseparable from me

Have you gone crazy?
Why are you like this?
Please just leave me alone now
Seeing you is suffocating
Please disappear from my sight

You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Try to escape
Wherever you are
I can see you
You know deeply
You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Look at me now
I don’t wanna cry no more, more

Get lost
Just back off
I really can’t breathe
Wherever I go
Wherever I am
It’s frightening
The you who follows me

A hundred times
Tens of thousands of times
I’ve called you
But why, why is there no answer?
Did you forget?
It’s already been a thousand days since we met
I prepared a gift you’d like
I sit on the street you frequently travel
I’m waiting for you
I know my love
Don’t call it obsession, you don’t know love
Don’t say I’ve gone crazy
You don’t know my heart
You can never be separated from me

Have you gone crazy?
Why are you like this?
Please just leave me alone now
Seeing you is suffocating
Please disappear from my sight

You know you want me too
You know you love me
Don’t run away from me
Cut the crap
Get a hold of yourself and stop it
Let go of me now

This ain’t right
This isn’t love
It’s just hurts me, don’t be like this
I loved you
But I don’t now
Erase me from your memory

I don’t wanna cry no more, more

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Exams...Exams....End of My World?!?

Seriously, I am kind of sick of examination papers!!! Wait, I always hated exams due to my last minute cramming and the boring lectures given from primary school till high school...correction since kindergarten times. I still remember reading Chinese!!! I still can't believe that a 'banana' like me had learn Chinese and scored 100 for my exams!!! Yes, I was a nerd once in my life!!!Now I am as lazy as a pig!!!! Hehe!!!

Back to the topic, I just sat for a mock Moral test last week plus my midterm Malaysian Studies exam and my hand is killing me!!! This week, I have my midterms for Moral studies and next week is my trial examination for LAW!!! See what I mean by too many exams at one time!!! And the worse part is I am an extremely slow writer!! No kidding!!! Imagine a snail moving and that's my speed to write. No wonder my friends called me kura-kura (turtle) at one time. Wait, turtles aren't that slow!!! Or are they??? Whatever about that. I am rushing against time right now to study for my moral studies test which is TOMORROW MORNING!!!! GASP!! What a way to start a morning, right??? Bet the lecturers must be thrilled at the torture they put students through... Sigh... Time to study!!! Wish me all the best!!!


Monday, March 28, 2011

Mediator much?!?

Well, I have always been in problems with my friends so I won't say that I am a perfect person....I never said that. Perfection is being with flaws in my opinion. Anyhow, I have also been stuck in various problems involving friends but I am unable to state any names for protection sake and I am not going to reveal their problems here as I am not entitled to say...It's not my problem to begin with yet I get stuck in between and yeah, I try to help.

Call me a fool or any other words that may insult me but I can't help it!!! I just need to help my friends with problems and make it my own. It makes me feel depressed to find out my friends have problems so I have to do something!!! I mean I should actually change my ambition to become a mediator rather than a lawyer!!!

Sometimes I don't even ask to know about the problems and people just approach me and tell me!!! I have my own problems in life and now I need to carry other people's burdens??? Are they kidding me???? Maybe I should stop acting like....well, me and start acting like a person who doesn't care about anything in the world... Now, where do I learn this skill???? It seems easier than listening all the time to people's problems. I don't mind sometimes doing it but not always!!! I have a life too!!! So, lesson learnt is sometimes you can't always be the good guy in life!!! Take it from me!!!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Celebrities and their pants down!!! Gasp!!!

Well, I'm back once more and today I am going to talk about celebrities and their 'habits' of taking pictures of themselves in compromising positions which leads to bad publicity. I mean seriously what were they thinking when they took those pictures and keeping these private pictures in their laptops, phones and email inbox. They are celebrities and it's obvious that people would hack their accounts and look for anything to post on the web!!! Here are several well known celebrities that have been caught red-handed.

First, the lead singer form Paramore, Hayley Williams. Her topless picture was released on twitter and it was confirmed to be the singer herself.

Singer Cassie best known for her songs 'Long way to go" and "Is it You" was caught on a sex tape with Kanye West and a nude picture showing her topless. She even tweeted that it was her!!! So shocking!!!

Former star of the Hannah Montana show, Miley Cyrus shocked everyone with her sudden transformation from a sweet innocent girl to a more matured and dark look. She shocked the world when a picture was released of her dancing suggestively with Adam Shankman who was much older than her. She was also caught on camera smoking bong and giggling soon after as well as another picture of her and her dancer in a shocking position. GASP!!! Who would have knew what she would become???

The latest Disney star, Demi Lovato when through a major breakdown last year with her ex, Joe Jonas and her many problems in her life such as her battle with her weight. She was caught with her dancer in an akward position and had checked herself into rehab after she struggled to cope with Joe and Ashley Greene being together. The star is currently out of rehab but is keeping a low profile.

So, the lesson from this few stars is to never keep pictures that may ruin your reputation on your phones or even laptops. These stars are just the beggining. An expert at having scandal pictures of herself is Vanessa Hudgens, the former star of High School Musical who has three scandals in the last four years!!! That's a record that many would gladly reject!!! Some stars never learn from their first times....


Friday, March 25, 2011

Earth Hour 2011!!!

HURRAY!!! Earth Hour is back again and it's almost time to switch off all our lights!!!So, you better do so to save our beautiful planet!!!The countdown has started!!! 1 more day left until Earth Hour so let's do our part to keep Mother Nature happy!!!
So, what's the history behind earth Hour??? Well,Earth Hour started in 2007 in Sydney, Australia when 2.2 million individuals and more than 2,000 businesses turned their lights off for one hour to take a stand against climate change. Only a year later and Earth Hour had become a global sustainability movement with more than 50 million people across 35 countries/territories participating. Global landmarks such as the Sydney Harbour Bridge, CN Tower in Toronto, Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, and Rome’s Colosseum, all stood in darkness, as symbols of hope for a cause that grows more urgent by the hour.

Don't believe me??? Check these pictures out!!!

The View of Sydney For Earth Hour!!!

The View of Big Ben in London!!!

The View of Egypt For Earth Hour!!!

A Big Gathering With Candles to Celebrate Earth Hour!!!

On Saturday 27 March, Earth Hour 2010 became the biggest Earth Hour ever. A record 128 countries and territories joined the global display of climate action. Iconic buildings and landmarks from Asia Pacific to Europe and Africa to the Americas switched off. People across the world from all walks of life turned off their lights and came together in celebration and contemplation of the one thing we all have in common – our planet. So please spread the word around and let's do this for our future generations!!! Peace and love everyone!!!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

SPM Results!!!!

So, SPM results was released on the 23rd of March 2011(obviously it's 2011 as stated on the date above) and it fell on the same day as my mum's birthday!!! I am serious and she told me that I better get good...correction excellent results for SPM because she had brought me to TGIF as an early celebration and that's when my jaws dropped hard on the table. I had eaten almost the entire pasta dish before she had told me the reason for that wonderful feast and if I had knew about that motive, I would have chosen to eat at a hawker stall!!!

I arrived at my former high school after breakfast with my friends and we were excited yet nervous about our result and the students stared at us as if we were aliens or something...And I was greeted by several of my juniors so it was great!!!I felt like a celebrity!!! As we waited for our result, one of my friend cried and boy, did it sink in that I might actually had messed up my examination completely with my laziness!!! As all my friends had gotten their results, I begun to panic inside and it was my turn!!! I was sweating like a cow and my teacher told me to sign it which I did.
Me: Sign it?(Teacher nods)
Teacher: Write 4A beside it.
Me: Why 4A??? What does that mean???

Being a really blur person, it didn't occur to me that my teacher had just told me my results and I just wrote it. I refused to look at my results despite having it in my hands until I knew that it was truly over and it was time to contact my parents to inform them. I was so shocked when I saw 4A as I had expected at least 5A but it was good enough for me as I had needed 5 credits. The best news was my best friend had gotten 9A and 1B!!! I was so happy for her as she deserved it!!! So, that's how I managed to survive being killed by my parents for my almost terrible results but I guess now it's time to focus on college!!! A new beginning for me!!!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Lyrics for Begging On Your Knees by Victoria Justice!!!

You had it all
The day you told me
Told me you want me
I had it all
But let you fool me
Fool me completely
I was so stupid
To give you all my attention
Cause the way you played me
Exposed your true intention

Ch:One day - I'll have you begging on your knees for me
Yeah one day - I'll have you crawling like a centipede You mess with me
I'll mess with her
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
Yeah one day - you'll be begging on your knees for me

So watch your back
'Cause you don't know when or where I could get you
I set the trap and when I'm done
Then you'll know what I've been through
So oh mister player - do you feel like the man now
And I bet you're nervous - 'cause this song makes you freak out

Ch:One day - I'll have you begging on your knees for me
Yeah one day - I'll have you crawling like a centipede You mess with me
I'll mess with her
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
Yeah one day - you'll be begging on your knees for me

I know I'm being better
But I'm gonna drive you under
Cause you just don't
Don't deserve a happy ever after
Cause of what you did to me
After you told me
Never felt that way
And it's only just a game
You had it all

One day - I'll have you begging on your knees for me
Yeah one day - I'll have you crawling like a centipede You mess with me
I'll mess with her
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
Yeah one day - you'll be begging on your knees for me

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Song Lyrics For Who Says-Selena Gomez

You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else
Na na na
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
Na na na
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

Selena has finally done it!!! She has released a song that is really sweet and motivating!!! For those of you who don't live in the USA, this music video is still unavailable to us as they only released in US...We need to wait for a while before they unblock it...I can't wait!!!

NERD....Don't think so!!!!

Anyway, I decided to write on this topic for several reasons.

1. Apparently, I look like a nerd who studies all the time
2. I don't look like I am stressed out about anything
3. My behavior is like a genius

The truth is I was a little upset with people's assumption that I study all the time and that I have NO LIFE!!! I was approached by several college mates who asked these questions or told me this statements.
"Are you a straight A student?"
"You look smart so this lessons must be easy for you."
"You must study a lot as your face is so clear not like the other students here"

I mean I didn't say anything at all and they love to assume that I am SMART!!! I tell them the truth and they laugh at my face!!! They actually think that I lie!!! I don't lie!!!Okay, I did a few times to save my sorry butt but it was urgent. Yes, I am lying again so sue me if it is that bad...I'm just kidding so don't do it!!! OR I will do it to you next time!!!Do it if you want to actually give me free cash without any hard work...Or if you are seriously rich!!! Hehe!!! Make my day a happy one!!!
I would like to clarify that I do not study hard at all. I am a lazy college student but which student isn't???Oh right, nerds. So what if I have great skin? Heard of things called facial wash??? That's for the face to use with WATER!!!! Just put some on your hand and scrub your face...hard....Just kidding...If you actually did scrub hard, your face is probably red by now...Hehe!!And the reason I look relax???It's because I always live a carefree life so sue me for enjoying life as it is...if you can find a law to sue me that is...Hehe!!!
The conclusion is I can never wear glasses or wear my pants high at my waist...Hehe!!

To the nerds in the world, I do not mean to insult you guys. You make the world better with your great minds so keep it up but unfortunately I will not join you guys to do so....I am just an average girl...with a low IQ!!! Love to all the nerds!!!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Movies In Minutes - Never Say Never

I loved this video so much!!! It was so funny to me!!! Hehe!!!

Friends or not?!?

So anyway, I'm back again despite the long break away but I needed to study for my mock test for Moral studies so I can't concentrate on my studies and my mum might actually kill me for slacking in college!!! Anyhow, I am going through a small dilemma now with a friend of mine. The thing is I meet some really cool friends in college and it was great to hang out with them during orientation week but not when lessons have started, people kind of started to split into different groups and I am pretty much in the middle of everyone and I don't really mind that at all. This friend, S is a pretty good friend of mine and it was great to talk to S even though S tend to been oblivious to certain things that I talked about with S. It was a great friendship until S and I mixed with different groups of friends and we barely speak at college at all and I am always the one to approach S to greet or even to say hi to S!!! I mean it is so confusing as friendship is supposed to be a two way thing and yet I felt like I was the only one making an effort in that friendship. I told S about this issue and S agreed to approach me first but S never does!!! So, I decided to drop several hints and it worked as S finally greeted me and asked me why I was doing so but I kept denying it. The thing is I am a little annoyed at S for pulling me on in this friendship when S doesn't seem interested to be friends at all!!!This weird friendship thing just doesn't seem right to me anymore and I am sick of being played with...It doesn't seem right to me and I am pretty sure that no one would enjoy being in this friendship alone....I mean I appreciate S's effort to entertain me by sharing secrets with me and entertaining me when I was bored at the beginning but I am pretty much giving up on this non-existing friendship already with S being missing in the picture all the time. This friendship is over before it even started and I am a little bummed out but I am going to give S a little more time before moving on from the friendship.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

The Love Game...

Well, I am just so sick of guys playing the love games with girls already!!!! I mean things are supposed to be simple and it should play out smoothly.

1. Guy meets girl
2. Guy ask girl out
3. They go out and have fun
4. Become boyfriends and girlfriend if there is a connection
5. If not, remain friends

See what I mean by simple???But these modern times guys seem to enjoy playing around and I don't mean those board games like chess, monopoly and etc. More like they enjoy manipulating girls' mind with those flirting and sending mixed signals!!! I mean I understand that some girls do those things but seriously, girls are SUPPOSED to be like that!!! So, what are your excuses, gentlemen??? Of course, some guys aren't like that but you understand how weird it is to have a guy who seems crazy about you then the next moment he's with another girl...It's like the roles are now reversed...No wonder the rates of insanity has increased rapidly. This whole world of complicated relationships is so confusing....And I don't really want to get mixed up it that game...Nope.Just hit me with those boring and plain board games anytime...I rather spend my time on those old delights....At least for a couple of years until I am ready to face that game...or maybe I need another 100 years to be prepared...Whichever comes first that is...


Saturday, March 12, 2011

My Best Friend is Back!!!!

!I can't believe it!!!Xheylie's back and I am so excited!!! Hehe!!! For those of you who didn't know, she was attending National Service for about 3 months and she coming back today!!! HURRAY!!! These few months without her was like pure torture!!! The ultimate test and I have soooo much to tell her!!!! WOW!!! I can't wait to see her!!! she must have had fun!!! I am kind of envious that I will not be going at all despite getting a letter of approval but I can't go as I am going to study non stop and I will not have time to attend it!!! It's sad but I need to focus on my studies....Well, I still waiting for her to text me so she better or I might kill her!!!Kidding lo!!! Hehe!!!

End Of Story!!!

Malaysians can be so rude!!!

Honestly, I never expected to come face-to-face with that ugly side of people living in Malaysia but I did and it occurred yesterday night as I was eating dinner with my family. We were at IOI Bolevard to eat dinner at JM Barani House...Sorry if I did spell it wrongly but I am not a very good speller...Anyway, we were driving out of the parking lot in the basement and we stopped to pay at the machine located at the exit and there was a man there. We insert the token into the slot and as we tried to put coins into the machine, the man finally opened his mouth and told us that we can't pay with coins there.Now, he should have told us that we can only pay with notes before allowing us to place the token inside and causing a jam at the exit but he didn't. that is like the typical Malaysian attitude to keep silent and be selfish so my dad told him off saying "You could have told us before you let us put in the token" and the man just ignored my dad and pressed the eject button. Next, as he was passing the token to my dad, the man unintentionally dropped it onto the ground and instead of looking for it. He just looked away and ignored my dad's calling.

Dad: Excuse me. The token fell on the ground. Can you help us?
Man: You ambil sendiri la(You take it yourself)
Dad: Excuse me but you dropped it and it is difficult for a driver to get out of the
car and I am causing a jam now.(There was a line of cars behind our car)
Man:You jatuhkan jadi ambil sendiri. Itu kamu punya pasal(You dropped it on the
floor so take it by yourself. That's your problem.)
Dad:(shocked)You are really rude, you know. You dropped it so you should help us.
You are just standing there so you can help us out.
Man:Eh, itu bukan saya punya pasal so jangan panggil saya rude. You are the one.
(Eh, that's not my problem so don't call me rude)

And my dad started cursing him as he was getting the token and the only words the man said was no, you are. I mean if that's service, I rather park somewhere else. That man is so rude and I do hope he will get what goes around to him as revenge. He should get fired as he is the worst employer ever!!!How can you treat customers like that?? Where did he learn his manners from???A zoo??? I mean he should have helped us but he just stood there and I mean seriously they can even replace him with a dummy and no one would realize it!!!!I think that the management should look up on this matter as he is really not a good employer at all. He can be fired for his rudeness and I am so ashamed to call myself a Malaysian when we have these type of rude people in our country. These type of people are ruining our country's good image!!! That man might hate his job but he should not take it out on other people as it's not anyone's fault but his. Attitude adjustment program for him!!!

Friday, March 4, 2011

Driving Exam tomorrow!!!

Anyway, I'm back to talk about my driving test tomorrow but don't worry as I will technically not be on the road, driving like a maniac....yet but tomorrow is my theory exam!!! Well, I have been busy these two weeks and I didn't have much time to read everything so now I'm cramming everything into my pea sized brain and hopefully it will stay inside my head until tomorrow after the test. I actually supposed to be doing the questions now but I'm almost done with the 5oo questions already so I decided to take a break from looking at the plain looking book and falling asleep. I am so excited yet I am freaked out!! I don't want to fail this test!!! I need to pass this test!!! I know that I can!!! Wow!!!I sound like the little train that said he could. "I know I can. I know I can". And then it does work out for the train. But I'm not really sure about me...I do hope that lady luck is smiling down upon me this time and many other times too. I better end this blogging thing soon or my mum might just kill me for not studying for the test. Wish me all the best!!!